I wasn’t making a medical assessment, I was making a behavioral assessment.
Maybe the phrasing of too loose wasn’t the best. What I meant was that she was somebody who (a) knew I had quite a lot to drink, so she knew I wasn’t in my right mind, (b) was quite sober herself, so her thinking wasn’t very alcohol impaired, and (c) when later she had walked me back to my dorm room out of concern for my well being - when we were alone in my dorm room, only a few feet from the beach - out of my extreme horniness I made advances towards her, and after her surprise at what my intentions were, she took her own clothes off in about two heartbeats.
So, too loose? Yeah, she was pretty loose. Slutty? Possibly, yes. Were my actions that night too loose? Yes.
I have every right to judge Mary B_r_en, who she was at that time, because I had direct experience with her that night and for some following weeks because from that night we started dating, we started a dedicated relationship (by that I mean a not open relationship).
Likewise, Mary has every right to judge me and who I was at that time.
Salvia is pretty intense, especially when you don’t know what to expect.
A friend read that you had to apply high heat and lots of suction on the pipe. The four of us sat in a circle laughing so hard we were drooling and had snot running down our faces. Interestingly we all shared the sensation that gravity had started pulling towards the left instead of downwards. People from the rest of the party were coming into the garage to see the sketchbags who were getting high on weird stuff and then snotting their faces.
The high lasts 15 minutes at most, but you have a pretty crappy come down. You feel dopey and have a headache. Your night is pretty much over.
I have no idea how many ativans I took over a three day period and have no idea what happened in during that time. Never touched them again. Why party like that if you have no memories.