Just wanted to stop by and say that I’m a person who believes in gun rights, but has made a conscious decision not to get a concealed carry license or carry a gun in everyday life.
There are a lot of reasons I did this, though perhaps the largest one is simply that I live in a very safe place and don’t consider the trade-off worthwhile. My odds of being killed on the street because I didn’t have a gun are utterly dwarfed by my odds of carry a gun legitimately but having a jumpy novice police officer put a couple of holes in my chest when I tell him and offer to surrender the gun.
There’s also the little fact that I do not way to kill anyone, even in self-defense. (Though non-fatal injury I would have no problem with.) So I suspect that I would not use a gun even if I was carrying one. If I’m going to carry a weapon, I’d rather carry my katana - or fall back on my martial arts training.
So anyway, as to keep this moderately on topic, to address the OP’s last question: Do you have any advice for me?
I’d say, while there’s nothing wrong with a carry license, if it turns out on some occasion you don’t want to carry, then don’t. I’m a firm believer that the Second Amendment gives us a freedom of choice on the issue of guns. You have a right to have a gun, if you want to. Just like you have a right to vote, if you want to. Right now, I exercise my freedom to NOT carry a gun. And last election, I exercised my freedom to NOT vote for either of the clowns vying to be leader of the free world.
People may criticize me for these decisions, but I believe that both of them are right for me at the present moment. I look with some sadness at those people who feel carrying a gun is some kind of obligation or duty. A duty is something you have to do - a right is something you may or may not do as your judgement best tells you.
My advice to you is fairly simple, then. If you want to carry, great, more power to you, do so. If on the other hand you don’t want to, then don’t - and don’t let anybody give you shit about it.
-Ben