A little of both and a lot more of a third element: isolation.
As humans, we interact with the world around us and our minds draw conclusions, we build up models of understanding of what we experience…and then we compare notes with other people. We expect others to comprehend our observations and validate them, and they expect us to make sense to them when we do so. And our validated understandings feel more solid and reliable to us.
Even if the thoughts and understandings and etc in one’s head are meaningful and lucid (and not meaningless garbled static), if they are difficult to share, confusing to others to listen to, do not match up with other folks’ thinking, and therefore seldom if ever validated, then you end up building and living in an increasingly rickety structure, a tower away from where other folks’ heads are at. And even if, despite the high risk of you holding onto and building on a thought or perspective you might have discarded if you did have someone to compare notes with, you manage to retain a pretty meaningful and lucid head, the LONELINESS of it is a huge problem.
And that doesn’t change merely if people stop stigmatizing us and making fun of us or thinking of us all as Staten Island Ferry Boad slashers and cannibals and maniacs and stuff.
Self-help user-run communities (by us, for us) seem to be the best way of addressing the problem. We need community. Even though there is not a single “mental channel” so that all schizophrenics make instant sense to each other, we do get some useful “reality checking” from each other that helps with the validation and the isolation.
I have seen different statistics, including some that say we’re less violent than the average person, and many that say we are more likely to be attacked by “normal” people than we are to attack “normal” people. But also some that do indeed indicate we’re a bit more dangerous than a non-schizzy all other things being equal, so which stats do you believe? What I believe is that when communication is impaired so that people do not easily understand each other’s actions and intentions, there’s a heightened risk of violence. In particular, I think we scare people because we are less predictable to folks than other people.
Well, THAT’S a huge factor, of course. Think of the last 10 schizophrenics you read about in the newspaper or heard about on the TV. How many of those stories was about someone doing well, having a success story of some sort, and the fact of being a schiz is just mentioned in passing the same way that being female or being an Irishman or being in a wheelchair might be noted, just as a little “human interest” color to the story? Almost none of them, right? They were all about some mishap, some bad thing that happened and the reason the bad thing happened is attached to the schizophrenia. IN TODAY’S NEWS rush hour traffic was disrupted while a man hopped up on the roofs of cars and ran from car to car shoulting, because he was a schizophrenic. Or MAN FIRED GUN INTO CROWD, THEN JUMPS TO DEATH and he was a schizophrenic which is why he did those things. Well, the CEO of a company announcing a successful merger that puts his company in the Fortune 500 may be a schizophrenic, but the newspapers aren’t likely to say so. Even if they know about it, which mostly they will not.
I’m not saying we don’t do some fucked-up things. I am saying not every fucked-up thing once of us does is BECAUSE we have this or that mental illness label on our chart. And that you only hear about our psychiatric classification when we’ve done something that causes major trouble. And they flat-out TELL you that that’s the reason we did the thing, whatever it was that we did.
Once again with my envy of the gay rights movement, but really, seriously, we need to be OUT. So that people know someone who is a schizophrenic and experience one as somebody or something other than an out-of-control incoherent maniac dangerous person. Maybe some folks in here think of schizzies a little bit different just from being on a message board with me for a few years. (Although a few seem to take the approach “He doesn’t foam at the mouth and have meltdowns and he seems stable so he’s obviously an outlier and an exception and does not count”)