As some of you may or may not know, when I joined the boards, I identified quite strongly with the CHurch of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. That was 18 months ago. Since then I have progressively grown farther and farther from religion in general. Note: I was not disenchanted with the Mormon Church, of all the fairy tails re: Christianity, that’s my favorite.
Here are some of my problems:
1-The concept that we are all inately sinful. I’m sorry, but I don’t buy that. I think I’m a pretty good person, all things considered. I don’t cheat on my husband, I don’t lie, I don’t steal, I don’t participate in any illegal activities, I don’t even speed! I like myself better knowing that I don’t do these things, not because I’m scared of punishment, but because I don’t want to hurt other people.
2-I don’t like the…well…arrogance of Christianity. “I’m so happy having my life dictated, I want everybody to feel this joy!” Well, as shocking as it is to believe, I am happy. Happier now than I have ever been before. I’m essentially my own boss. It’s nice.
3-If God created us, then he created us with the ability to use logical reasoning, induction and deduction. We have the ability to learn, to rationalize, to understand. He equipped us with the brains to investigate and experiment…the world is our oyster. These are wonderful gifts. Oh, but we shouldn’t use them. We should just accept our creator’s existance on faith. Ok…that doesn’t make sense to me. Which leads me to…
4-The free-will arguement is well…crap. I think faithful Christians came up with that concept because they can’t fathom why anybody wouldn’t want to worship a God that exists. But freewill isn’t about knowing God, it’s about worshipping God. To tell you the truth, I’m not that please with him right now, and I probably wouldn’t worship him even if showed up at my front door right now.
5-I don’t like the literal worshippings of God. I’m uncomfortable defining God as God. In Hinduism, the concept of Brahman is undefinable, because to do so would be limiting. I don’t like it when people say, “I have a personal relationship with God” because I can’t understand how you would have a relationship with an essentially unlimited being. To do so would limit him. For example, I read that concept of the Trinity was created by the Greeks as a paradox to illustrate how inherently unknowable and unfathomable God truly is. Yet people are literally worshipping a Godhead.
These were just the first five things that really occurred to me…there are more reasons. Don’t think I’m stopping here though. I don’t define myself as an Atheist, but an Agnostic. I’m actually going to be a philosophy/religion minor. For two reasons: It will help me find my own personal truth, and whether I agree with it or not, religion is a part of everybody’s life. It’s good to have a working knowledge of it.