Panaccione, are you really, seriously interested in learning about guns? If so, why don’t you take a gun safety class, or even a concealed carry class? Taking such classes do not obligate you to getting your concealed carry license, nor do they require you to own a firearm.
Go to any gun store in your city and ask about gun safety classes at the local range. You don’t have to own a gun to take a class. Most classes are prepared for utter beginners and will have a gun for you to use; the instructor will probably even fit a model to your particular hand size. You will learn the safe way to handle firearms, and you probably won’t even be allowed to touch a real firearm until you have demonstrated you know how to hold the plastic models.
When they take you out to the range, they will probably only let you have a single bullet at first. Your first 5 shots will probably all be done a single bullet at a time, with the instructor giving you personal attention.
After your gun safety class, you may want to practice with a firearm, especially if you are thinking about attending a concealed carry class. Many gun ranges allow you to rent a firearm for use at the range. If you have such a range, spend a little money finding a gun that is comfortable to hold and to use. Or, if the ranges in your city don’t do rentals, you may have to find a responsible friend who is willing to teach you how to use his or her gun, and to take you out and let you fire it.
If you take a concealed carry class, you will learn about the responsibilities that are placed on gun owners, and especially those who choose to carry a weapon. Listen to the instructors. They are knowledgeable people who believe in the right to bear arms (at least in the United States). They will teach you the laws governing what a concealed carry license allows you to do, where you may carry, and how to determine whether your weapon should be pulled.
Most concealed carry classes require you to demonstrate proficiency in shooting a particular number of rounds from certain distances, which is why you may want to practice before taking the class.
In many states, the concealed carry class is approximately 6-8 hours of instruction. There is a very definite expenditure of time and money to go through a concealed carry class, and not just for the class, but in ammunition for practicing, time on the range, etc.
Here in Kansas, even after a person completes the class and demonstrates the required marksmanship, he or she must make the individual decision whether to apply for the license at the Sheriff’s office. Not everyone who takes the class applies for the license.
I have a lot of respect for the person up-thread (sorry, the name escapes me) who has handled weapons (I’m assuming in the military) and who has qualified as a marksman, but who has chosen not to own a weapon. That person is making a personal decision from a position of knowledge.
If you were to make the investment of time and money and take a class, and then decide at the end that owning a gun was just not for you, I would completely respect your opinion.
At the very least, ignorance would have been fought, and you would have a better understanding of why this subject is so touchy with quite a few of us.
I did not grow up with firearms. However, a few years ago, my wife (of all people), started us down the road of gun ownership. We have found it to be a very sobering, yet exhilarating, responsibility. Shooting is both empowering and fun. Being able to control a tool that could someday save our lives brings a great amount of pride.