Yes it is hopeless to understand . We Christians can explain it in a myriad of ways but it is still a mystery for us.
St. Paul gives me the best handle on the conundrum of a loving God creating such a cruel world in the following passage:
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So for some reason, to get to Utopia, we all have to go through this crap. Who am I to challenge the wisdom of God ?
I also try to develop some perspective of a loving superior life form’s actions towards humanity in terms of a loving human’s attitude towards lower life forms and find conundrums there as well.
For example there are lots of animal loving people who support the preservation of carnivorous species who maim and kill completely innocent harmless herbivores. I’m pretty sure that if Bambi could post, that Bambi would find that mysterious as well. Let’s face it, nobody hear views the imminent disappearance of the murderous Polar Bear as anything other than a tragedy. The Polar Bear is not even an ecological neccessity, being at the top of the food chain. More to the point, I believe we could eliminate all carnivores and omnivores, refrain from eating herbivores and the world would be a lot nicer place for a start. But I’m not buying that and I still think I’m a loving animal.