Believe me, there is not a day that I do not look - for knowledge. Right now I am studying American history and for some time I have been trying to get a beter grasp on various branches of science. And I do some reading on social interactions.
I have, in the past, done quite a bit of study on philosophy and comparative religions, and of course I have a considerable amount of catholicism that was drummed into me. At this stage in my life I am quite content with rational humanism, and don’t forsee that changing. All of the evidence I find supports that, and none is strong enough, alone or in combination, to make me think otherwise.
Why should I seek “God”, and most specifically, why the Christian God? And why not another brand of supernatural such as aliens, ghosts, witches, etc.? If I decide beforehand what I am seeking, there is a good chance that I will interpret whatever I find as supporting my initial hypothesis. I seek only what seems to me to be truth. And that seems to occur in science, without a supreme deity.
It almost seems as if you are setting up a tautology. If I believe in God, I will see the evidence of his existence, and therefore believe in God.
Now God, if he/she/it exists, is certainly in a position to influence my thoughts and actions. He/she/it knows where I’m at, and knows the type of “proof” I find convincing. I can’t drastically change the way my mind works. And if God had some role in creating me and knows everything that is going on, he would know that. A big “I’m here” spelled out across the heavens would certainly be helpful, but he could undoubtably get his message across to me in more subtle ways. While I am a firm believer in the power and frequency of coincidence, he could make coincidences occur such that I would interpret them as something more.
Further, should I perceive evidence that suggests a deity to me, why should I assume it is the Christian God, and not a supernatural manifestation from any other of the world’s religions? You suggest I search for God, but why don’t I go with the numbers (worldwide) and search for buddha or Muhammed?