A horse dies

One of the long-term residents of the barn where I board my horse Ben was a palomino gelding named Apollo. Big, easygoing, used mostly for lessons, he belonged to the barn owner, Annette, who’d taken him and his late dam, Shadow, in payment for a board bill. He was king of the gelding paddock but not a bully about it.

I was riding Ben in the indoor ring Wednesday evening when Annette led Apollo in to wait for the vet. Apollo was crusted with mud and he was icy cold under the blanket he wore despite despite the relative balminess of the night. As Annette led him slowly around the arena, the others with her filled me in: He’d been fine during the day, but at closing they found him in a seizure, coated with mud from having been down for who knows how long. He was frightened, stumbling, smacked into the wall of his stall when they got him in it.

The vet arrived soon and examined Apollo. He found that the gelding was totally blind in his left eye and had only a little vision in the right. With the blanket off you could see how tucked up Apollo was – not at all his usual well-fed look. Diagnosis: A neurological catastrophe, quite possibly a stroke. The vet gave him Banamine and prednisone, to relieve the muscle spasms and pain and hopefully to reduce any inflammation affecting Apollo’s nervous system. He did say he’d seen some horses recover their sight over time from something like this, but offered no false hopes.

We tried to put Apollo back in his stall briefly, since the vet’s rectal examination had found a very full bladder and the horse would always urinate as soon as he went into his clean stall, but Apollo whacked into the door frame and, panicking, refused to try again. We tried putting him in Ben’s stall (Ben was by this time in his paddock for the night) and he made it in there but didn’t go. At least we could see that the Banamine was relieving some of his discomfort by then.

Annette, exhausted and distraught, decided to leave Apollo free in the ring overnight and make the decision on euthanasia in the morning. Getting someone in to take the body would have to wait until then in any case. We cleared the ring of anything Apollo might hurt himself on and I left.

I arrived the next morning to find that Apollo had died during the night. There were no signs that he’d struggled to get up from where he lay, so we can hope that it was fast. Annette found his body when she went out around 6 a.m. to feed breakfast. She’s doing okay, but it’s hit her hard, not least because she lost Shadow only a year ago.

Apollo was 18 years old and a good guy.

Damn.
I’m so sorry-it’s hard to lose a friend you’ve had for 18 years.

My condolences.

Poor Apollo. A hard way to go. At least he didn’t suffer long. Sorry to hear the news.

That’s horrible–I’m so sorry. sends Annette hugs from across cyberspace

What a lovely name for a palimino. I’m sorry for the loss of him.

We recently lost a horse that had been with our program for years- we’d sent her to a retirement facility in January because she’d begun having seizures, and we wanted her remaining time to be spent totally care-free. Her kidneys gave out on Thursday, and she passed away early Friday- by all reports, quickly, quietly, and painlessly, in the company of the extremely kind woman who runs the facility. We should all hope for such endings. The kids are actually handling it quite well- I think the amount of time she’s been away helped.

I’m sure Apple, our little Appaloosa mare, was on hand to greet Apollo as he crossed the Bridge. ::hugs:: to you and Annette.

Annette was doing better today when I saw her. She’s an amazingly resilient woman with a huge heart. The foster children she takes in – survivors of horrific abuse, kids with terrible physical and mental handicaps – thrive in her care and make amazing progress. Her critters – horses, ponies, goats, dogs, cats, guinea fowl – thrive too, including the two kittens she took in at three weeks old and bottle-nursed faithfully.

She doesn’t ride now. Several years ago she lost Blackie, her trail horse, a wonderful fellow. I got to know him, and even ride him once, toward the end of his life when he was nearing retirement. He was a fabulous trail horse, I could tell even through the creaky arthritis on that one ride, and after his death she never found another horse she wanted to ride. She just loves taking care of her critters, and watching them enjoy life.

It was hard on me to see Apollo go, having lost my grand old guy Nicky on September 16. I expect Nick is showing Apollo where the best grass is in Horse Heaven now.

I was so sorry to hear of the loss at your barn. :frowning: We lost a very beloved lesson horse named Barney around this time last year. It was very sad for both the staff and students. I’m sure Apollo will be mssed by many.

Indeed he will be missed by many. He was a good lesson horse. You could put small children on him, or awkward adults, and he took care of them.

If there really is a Horse Heaven, there’s a special place there for lesson horses.

It is tough to see a beast as big, strong and fundamentally dignified and self-contained as a mature horse go down, especially when it involves the animal becoming disoriented and frightened. Generally, even when badly hurt, once the shock takes hold they just stand there and seem to wait for it. It’s almost as if they vaguely comprehend what is coming and are resigned to it – like an old dog finding a dark place under the bushes to die. It is a hard thing to watch. All the more so because you feel so damned helpless.

My condolences on the loss of a friend. Horses are such very special creatures. Apollo was loved, and he is galloping free now. (((hugs)))

Yeh. And what cuts to the heart is how they go on trusting you, trusting you to take care of them as you always have, while you wait for the inevitable, helpless to help them.

When I went to Nick with the vet, on the day we put him down, he lurched toward me, trying to swing his belly to me for a scratch and almost falling as his hind end swayed and stumbled. I knew right then it was time, and damn! the expectant trust in his eyes tore me apart.

There is a special place in heaven for people to take care of animals that are used to pay boarding bills or just discarded because the previous owner is shallow and moronic.

An animal is not a debit card.

Horses are wonderful creatures and Apollo sounds like he will be missed by his human and animal friends.
RIP Apollo and say hi to all the horses of my youth.

Aw, I’m so sorry for your losses, Eddy. Horses are such incredible creatures.

A friend of mine lost his best, oldest horse 2 years ago. It’s illegal to bury a horse in Indiana, but he said his wife would kill him if he sent Teddy to the rendering plant. He hired a backhoe, and put Teddy to rest in the meadow.