I’ve a huge Van Morrison fan, and there’s one verse of Brand New Day that has always seemed to sum up how I was feeling prior to meeting my current SO:
I was lost and double crossed
With my hands behind my back
I was longtime hurt and thrown in the dirt
Shoved out on the railroad track
I’ve been used, abused and so confused
And I had nowhere to run
But I stood and looked
And my eyes got hooked
On that beautiful morning sun
Since we’ve been having problems (too complicated to go into, we’re working on it), I heard Fortress Around Your Heart by Sting, and I was surprised at how well they summed up what my SO and I are going through:
Then I went off to fight some battle
That I’d invented inside my head
Away so long for years and years
You probably thought, or even wished that I was dead
While the armies all are sleeping
Beneath the tattered flag we’d made
I had to stop in my tracks for fear
Of walking on the mines I’d laid
Seems sort of melodramatic and goofy when it’s laid out like that, but hey…I’m an emotional sort of gal. 