On Tuesday, my doctor decided that Wellbutrin would be a good idea for me, the requisite anti-depressant combined with a bit of a kick in the ass for energy. She warned me that I was likely to feel a little caffeinated, and explained some of the other side effects, yadda yadda yadda. She started me out on the 150mg dose, moving up to 300 after a week.
Yesterday, my first dose made me feel throughout the day as if I were moving at 78 rpm in a world of 33. I’m a caffeine junkie, so I’m well aware what being extra-caffeinated feels like, but I felt like I’d taken 4 or 5 Stacker 2s and washed them down with a triple espresso and a Red Bull. By the time 11 pm rolled around, I desperately wanted to go to bed, but was still jittery enough that I couldn’t sleep. Of course I had a hell of a time getting up this morning, as a result.
Day two, and I’m feeling slightly less jittery, but there’s still a good deal of extra energy that I can’t work off here in the office, I feel kinda removed from the whole world, and there’s a good deal of sweating (of course, it’s almost 80 degrees in my office, I think, so that could be a contributing factor).
Yesterday, I took the pill with food, as instructed (corn muffin for breakfast, which is unheard of for me, I never eat breakfast), and found myself completely uninterested in eating lunch, barely able to choke down about five bites of dinner, and absolutely not hungry for the rest of the night. I managed to eat about half a muffin for breakfast today, and even that seemed too much. I didn’t eat lunch, and I’m finding myself wondering if I’ll ever give a damn about eating again. Decreased appetite is one of the aforementioned side effects, and, let’s face it, I could use to lose a little weight (okay, a lot of weight), but I’m finding this slightly scary.
I decided that if I still felt this discombobulated on Day Three, I would call the doctor and make sure I’m supposed to feel this way. I’m also headed off now to do a bit of net research on the drug and calm some of my fears.
But hey, I’m certainly not feeling depressed.
So, can anybody help me out? Any Dopers with experience here? Is this totally normal, and I’ll adjust in a couple days, or do I need to get myself to the doctor now?