Kudos to all you quitters! Yay for you! Such inspiration you are giving me. I’m looking at you, specifically, Ultraviolet, niblet_head, velvetjones, GomiBoy, Hal Briston, This Year’s Model, CynicalGabe, and Marlitharn. Did I forget any fresh quitters? Everyone still smober? I hope, I hope!
Went to the doc today. He practically did backflips when I told him I was ready. He’s been my doc for years and has been waiting for this day. Got my prescription for Wellbutrin (150 mg). I start with one/day for the first week. Then bump it up to two/day at week 2. At the start of week 3, I stop smoking. So, my Quit Date is now officially 3-Feb. I’m kind of excited. Weird. It’s like I’m looking forward to that date right now. :eek:
Preliminary plans for the next two weeks:
- Clean out my basement (my at-home smoking haven) and remove all evidence of smoking by the end of Week 1. Start spraying to rid of the smell. Week Two: no smoking in my house.
1b. Same goes for my car. This will considerably reduce my habit and get me started on changing my expectation for a cigarette while sitting at my desk or driving. If I force myself to go outside or pull over, I won’t be smoking as much.
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Start keeping a journal of my daily smoking habit. Lessen it by 1 each day. That should get me to around nil by Quit Date. I’m reopening my blog-city blog for this purpose.
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Hi Opal! Sorry, I’ve never done that and I don’t really have a three. Can anyone help me out?
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Oh yeah, I’m buying Allen Carr’s book tomorrow at B&N (thanks buns3000!). Although I find it difficult to believe a book is going to change my life. Hey, I’m game, though. Will start reading it tomorrow night after work, while I’m not sitting at my desk smoking. Might have to take a smoke break, though…
I’m trying not to be too hard on myself. I’ve done the cold turkey thing before, but I’m just not up to it this time. I don’t need the added stress right now. It’s really a crucial time in my career for me not to be a complete PITA at work. There’s a lot already on my plate. But I really do want to do this and I’m feeling more ready than ever before, so I’m gearing myself up for it. It’s scary (sad, I know), but I feel like my cigarettes have been my best friend for all these years, and now I’m leaving them because it’s the right thing to do. Because I need to. For my kids. For my husband. For me. It’s gonna be a good thing, once it stops feeling like a bad thing.
Oh, and another thing, NorwegianBlue is already calculating how much money we’re going to save when he stops buying me cartons every week. Lots! Might have to start socking that away for awhile and buy myself a smoke-free vacation in Hawaii.
Thanks for all the support and recommendations. Keep it coming. I’m watching this thread religiously. And not too many threads get my undivided attention for long!