(Sorry - this gets a little long)
I’m a space kid. I was born 9 days after Alan Shepard’s 15 minute flight and 11 days before JFK made his famous speach before congress that said “I belive this nation should commit itself, before this decade is out, to landing a mand on the moon and returning him safely to earth…”
I was too young really to know what was going on when Grissom, Chaffee and White died in Apollo 1 (AS-204) and I really only know the Mercury and Gemini programs through vague recollections and saved newspaper headlines.
Anyway, I had been fascinated by the space program all through my childhood - My dad would always bring home big envelopes of 8x10 color pictures from NASA that he’d pick up at the government bookstore in NYC on his way home from a trip. I had those pictures plastered up everywhere.
I was 8 at the time of the Apollo 11 liftoff. We always spent the summers at the pond in Maine when I was a kid, so TV was a little snowy and I don’t think any of my relatives had color sets at that time - no wait, my grandmother did.
When any moonshot launched, I would make a construction paper map of the earth and the moon and draw a big “figure 8” around the planets like you’d see when Walter Cronkite was telling us where the spacecraft was. I’d make little cutouts of the CSM and LM and use Scotch tape to stick them to the map and update their locations whenever Walter gave an update.
We all watched the Apollo 11 launch at my grandmother’s city house on the big TV. It was amazing, but I spent so much time watching the other launches before 11, that it was kind of “just one more” for me - even though I always got excited about them. (The launch I remember the best was Apollo 17 - it was the only Apollo night launch and I got to stay up late to watch it …)
We listened to the landing on the radio on July 20th. We were at my Grandmother’s cottage on that day and we were too busy with swimming and cook-outs and stuff to pay any attention to the TV - besides, what was there to watch - it’s not like there was live video of the landing or anything. When they announced that the EVA would be early, we all rushed through supper and got the dishes out of the way so we could sit down and try to watch Armstrong’s first step on a 12" B&W TV with rabbit ears and really bad reception. It was OK though - we witnessed history live, it didn’t matter that it wasn’t crystal clear - mostly, I was riveted by the words, the commands, the NASA chatter, the procedure of it all. This thing was tailor made for a kid who dreamed of being a pilot or astronaut - you could just imagine yourself giving or answering those commands. “Roger CAPCOM, understand we’re GO for powered descent…”
I continued watching launches and landings all the way through Apollo-Soyuz and Sky-Lab. I watched with the rest of the world when Sky-Lab plummeted into Australia too.
When I was in my late-teens, our family took a trip to Florida. We went to Disney World and to the Kennedy Space Center. This was 1978 IIRC, so we were in the lull between Apollo and Shuttle. The Space Center seemed like a ghost town to me. You even got to take part of the tour INSIDE the VAB (Vehicle Assembly Building) at that time - you can never do that now, since there’s always a shuttle and / or solid rockets inside. Part of the tour was complex 34 from where so many of the early missions launched. Even then, the laucnh pads had been stripped and grass was growing up through cracks in the concrete.
For me, this tour was almost a heartbreaker. This bore no resemblance to the glory days that I had celebrated as a younger kid. I remember almost having to choke back tears as a 17 year old who felt very sad about the demise of a once proud space program.
I continue to this day to be an authentic space-geek. I now cannot go to Florida without spending at least a day at KSC. I can’t pass through Texas without stopping in Houston as JSC. I can’t get anywhere near Kanasas without stopping in to the Cosmosphere.
But on that summer day 33 years ago, I sat with my cousins and other family members in a wet bathing suit and towel and watched the most amazing thing the world had yet seen - a human being stepping on the moon. I’ll never forget it.