In one of my earlier threads I posted my declaration of atheism, using a lot of profanity to sever my last links with my deism. I still have my lack of belief in the supernatural, but I still at stressful times cry out to something greater than humanity to give me strength to endure. Only now, I feel crappy about it.
It’s like I’ll think very loudly, Oh Lord, let me get through this day. But now, a mythical creature somewhere is saying, “Go screw yourself, non-believer. That’s what you told me.to do.”
I guess my problem here is, I’ve got nothing to pray to, and I feel stupid using an expression that used to comfort me at least a little.
Where do I turn for that spiritual boost now?