Hugs to you SurrenderDorothy, it really sounds like a rough time. Please take care of yourself.
If you’re looking for somewhere for just some idle chatter and a little bit of ongoing human connection, check out the weekly MMP threads. There’s a new one each Monday, and it’s just a group of people writing about their days and full of highjacks onto other random topics. Here’s a link to the current one, and a new thread will start tomorrow. People drop in and out all of the time.