So my doctor put me on klonopin. I hated it. It made me dizzy and nauseated and so tired that I couldn’t do anything. I was miserable all the time. So I went back the other day for a follow-up and he seemed really confused about the whole thing. His reaction to my demanding that he take me off klonopin (because asking didn’t work and I wasn’t going to leave there with another klonopin prescription) was to suggest taking me off anxiety meds entirely. Bad idea, I said. Can’t you just give me something else? He stared at me. “… like what?” “I don’t know, there are a million different things out there.” I had researched, but the only one I could come up with at the time was xanax. But he was all “I don’t like xanax” and that was that. So he put me on ativan. Which… is worse. With the klonopin, I was at least semi-functional. I could take my zombie ass to the grocery store in the evening, do adoption events which involved mostly sitting down, stuff like that. On the Ativan, all I can do is sleep or lie around feeling miserable. It’s horrible.
But… not every medication can be like this, right? Lots of people with anxiety disorders can function with their medication. So I want to know
What are you on?
How bad are the side effects?
Does it fog up your brain? Make you too tired to work?
Do you take it as-needed or just every day?
Do you find it helps?
And anything else you can think of. I just need a better handle on what’s out there next time I see this guy.