So, I have OCD and depression. My therapist has told me she thinks the latter is largely a product of the former, since not being able to set aside worries and constantly running catastrophe scenarios is exhausting and, well, depressing. Unfortunately every SSRI I have tried has had intolerable side effects, so I can’t go that route.
I do OK if I limit my stress, exercise, and use my CBT techniques. Meditation helps too, but I’m still working on fitting that into my schedule.
However, I occasionally have a day where I can’t cope. Case in point: this weekend we discovered an infestation of beetle larvae all over the house. Suddenly I started finding these things crawling all over the furniture, walls, and floors. I completely freaked out and got to the point where I couldn’t stop crying, and I was sobbing constantly as I compulsively examined every square inch of everything for bugs. While I never felt like I was having a heart attack or couldn’t breathe, I’m pretty sure it qualified as an anxiety attack.
So, I’m going to talk to my therapist and doctor about possibly getting something to tranquilize myself when such crap comes up. We’re going on vacation soon, and that always stresses me out (yeah, I know, irony), so I would feel better having something I can take, not on a daily basis, but when I start to flip out.
TL;DR questions: What anxiety meds are available for acute use (as opposed to daily stuff like SSRIs)? What have you had success with? Is it possible to take the edge off the crazy without simply making myself sleepy/zonked? What is least likely to be habit forming, and how much do you need to take of habit-forming drugs for dependence to be an issue?
Thank you!