I’m ready, he’s not.
To which I say, at least he wants one eventually!
How do I tell him how wonderful it will be to have a baby?
You can’t. They are wonderful, and they also change everything. Just like the commercial says, only with vomit and poop and horrificly scary trips to the ER. Okay, my experience, there. I adore kids, and want another (have two). But telling him it will be wonderful isn’t possible. There’s no way even you, in the midst of baby lust, have an accurate idea of how wonderful it really will be. Or how hard.
However, talking about it is a help. And being realistic, too. The more you lay on the wonders, the more he will have to place himself in the devil’s advocate role - you both know there are pains, worries, and fears, too. Be honest about them, and address the issues one at a time. Scary? yes, but we learn how to handle it. Difficult? Yes, but skills are learned and humans are fortunately very flexible, and your errors for the most part will not cause irreparable harm. As long as we’re not talking safety issues…
Keep in mind, you’re going to be the mom. He’s going to be the dad. His experience of babies will undoubtably be different than yours - infants, especially, have a tendency to be all lovey toward mommy, and rather annoyingly not always thrilled about daddies. If you’ve prepped him for this wonderful bonding thing, he may end up waiting two years to see the results. That’s a mighty long time of hearing WAAAHHH! every time he comes near (granted, that’s a worst case, but it does happen, even when the dad is highly involved, attuned, and given freedom to establish his own parenting style). Prep him for reality, which is that it is hard, it is a huge responsibility, and it is unlikely to be surpassed by his other acheivements in terms of satisfaction.
How do I show him that no one should wait until they “can afford it”?
Actually, if you can manage to wait until you can afford it, I recommend it. We almost could afford it. We also found that it is much harder to improve your financial picture once baby is there. Granted, we also took a major income hit when he stayed home with our firstborn for a year (2/3 income loss), but being able to afford kids is a very good idea.
However, again, finances are not the only consideration. I wouldn’t go back and change our ‘almost but not quite there’ state when we decided to go for our first by waiting longer. We wanted three kids, and I had a strong desire to not be a high-risk case for the third, and also not stacking them too close together for my taste. That meant starting at a certain time. With two miscarriages thrown into the mix, I’m running a bit later on the third than I’d hoped. This is a valid issue, and worth bringing up - fertility, risk, and other issues change as you age, for both of you. You have to balance the risks and benefits, and come to a sensible starting point. Even if finances are not as ready as you’d hoped. It is entirely doable to be ‘not ready’ when you start and find yourself doing fine. You just have to change your expectations of what you can and cannot afford. It is also possible to end up going bankrupt. Find a sane middle ground.
if nothing else, what will slow down this case of baby fever that I have???!!!???
Nothing. I’ve got a serious case of it right now. Our start-date for baby three is just a few months out, but I go crosseyed with the baby lust thing anyway. Ignoring it doesn’t help. Reading about babies doesn’t help. Spending time with real ones doesn’t help. The only thing for me that helps is looking rationally at the reasons for not starting yet. I want our relatively volatile younger son to be NOT TWO when the next baby arrives. Anything but two… I don’t want to deal with infant and tantrums and jealousy at the same time. I could do it, but prefer not to. So I remember that, and take a deep breath, and wait it out. The urge subsides breifly, and then comes back, and I beat it into submission with the ‘tantrum+baby’ stick again, and again, as needed.
For us, epeepunk was not ready when our deadline hit. Our finances weren’t ready. We reassessed, and modified slightly, and then once we were completely decided on when we’d actually be ready, we got half-way to the new start date before starting (that is, we started sooner than planned). His decision. Once we knew we were starting at a particular time, the minor differences between one month and two months later were immaterial. Same thing happened the next time. There’s some play in the system, but you have to set it up to start for valid reasons, not just the urge.
If it is deeply important to you to start now, like a sense of impending doom if you do not, then bring that up, too. But usually, that isn’t the case. Usually it is just the hunger to start, and excitement about initiating a new phase of life, and, well baby lust. If that is what you’ve got (and it can be pretty intense at that), take deep breaths, and discuss the realities. He’s going to need to solve the problems involved, and you’re going to want to do what you feel is right, correct? (my guess from the tone of the post) So get more specific about the problems, make sure he can specify exactly what the criteria are for starting, and make your plans accordingly. It can’t be a vague ‘I want to be stable, financially’ - it must be ‘I want to have our debt down to $1000, and have started looking for a house’ or ‘I want to have enough in our IRA to start growing it reasonably even if we can’t contribute as much for a few years’ … definite, reachable goals, towards which you can devote some of your energy - you can do something about those, you can’t do anything about the vague ones.
good luck! I’m looking for that “Good, Bad, and Ugly” thread from a few years back, which might be good reading for this case… I’ll link if it I find it.