Here’s the deal, why am I so concerned that my girl, who I’m mad in love with and who I know feels the same about me, used to be in a relationship with her college tutor? We’ve been together a year, and this whole thing happened before I knew her, like 5 years ago or something, but I can’t stop thinking about how much I really don’t like this dude! I never even met him!
Maybe I’m worried that his extra ‘experience’ makes me look like an amateur in bed. It might be that simple. Maybe not. But then I keep thinking… Why would she want to go with a 35 year old dude who goes for 20 year old girls in the first place! Its not like I have a problem with the thought of her other old boyfriends - I even met a couple of them and thought they were pretty cool - so why do I automatically hate this guy? I’m not a jealous idiot, nor am I totally old fashioned, so whats up with my brain?
Anyone into psychology, or are you a girl who did this? What was the attraction? Experience? Maturity? Sex? Help me out - who knows more about the workings of my brain than me? Anyone got a comment? Anyone think I’m worrying about nothing? I do too, but want to know why it is that I’m worrying about nothing…