Oh yeah, all the time. At some point I get stuck in this amazeballs loop where I get all meta about it and start thinking about how words are really just squiggles that represent sounds, but then the sounds themselves are just movements of our mouths and lungs to represent information and how freaking weird is it that we just vibrate air and I know what you mean and you know what I mean when the air vibrates this way, but vibrate the air *that *way and suddenly it’s nonsense and how the hell does anybody really know what anyone else means and maybe words are just all nonsense and we can only pretend to know what each other means, because there’s nothing inherently Februaryish about February and what were we talking about again?
I think that as long as “Claire” can squeeze any kind of response whatsoever from the members of this board, “she” will continue to post her “questions”.
Anyway, I’m nearly out of my meds and have been dropped by the program that provided me with a shrink. I need Claire to remind me of what will happen to me if I don’t wangle a refill chop-chop.
She just seems to have that belly in all recent pictures now. She’s always had a bit of a lower belly bump but it just seems like it’s bigger than in the past and it’s visible in everything she wears, as opposed to several years ago when it would only be visible in certain things.