I really don’t know how else to explain this, but if I lay still (or sit) and concentrate for a bit (or even if I’m just thinking nothing and relaxing), I can quite often get this really odd feeling. It’s quite like my mind is shaking. I hear a RRRRRRUOOORRRRR – RRRRRRUOOOORRRR sound in my ears, my vision gets slightly blurred (in sync with the sound), and my whole body kinda tingles.
It’s a VERY enjoyable experience, and a few years ago I could just about do it whenever I wanted to. Now it’s just a lucky happenstance.
My Fiancee (Ever diligent to help me – see POP ROCKS question) has watched me and sees no actual physical effect happen to me when it occurs.
So what’s up with this? What is happening to my body? Am I in the first stage of Internally combusting? Or is it something else? Should I practice making it happen at will again, or am I temping some horrible thing?
Will my soul survive?
Thanks for any help with this.
P.S. I have never taken any drugs, and I don’t drink (Alcohol), so those an be ruled out.