For the record, I was not the one who came up with the idea that a flagellate protozoa was involved. I had been thinking along completely different lines (helminths, in fact). That term came from scientists. It surprised me, but doing a little research, it begins to make a little bit of sense to me. One thing I have learned is that protozoa come in a range of sizes, including macroscopic:
http://medical.webends.com/kw/protozoa
Protozoa
Protozoans
A subkingdom consisting of unicellular organisms that are the simplest in the animal kingdom. Most are free living. They range in size from submicroscopic to macroscopic. Protozoa are divided into seven phyla: SARCOMASTIGOPHORA; Labyrinthomorpha, APICOMPLEXA; MICROSPORA; Ascetospora, Myxozoa, and CILIOPHORA
Similarly, the video has been carefully analyzed by scientists who find it likely that it really does depict an actual organism. All of the researchers, however, found it difficult to believe what they were seeing (they did test as thoroughly as they were capable of doing to make sure I hadn’t “tampered” with the video and were reasonably sure I hadn’t)–and equally difficult to make any kind of statement about what it actually shows. Their report will be published, but that will take a few months.
The rest is not worth arguing with you about. I agree with some of your statements–especially concerning the “grains of sand”–up to a point. However, in many cases you are seeing what you expect to see, not what is actually there–especially with some of the burrows and fibers photos. If these photos were presented to you (for some odd reason) by a qualified parasitologist and you were told that they contained evidence of a parasitic infection, you would see something different. But it’s no matter, really. Actual scientific researchers are working on this, and what they have found differs considerably from what you are seeing. However, your response is extremely typical and understandable. I would probably have had a similar opinion myself before this happened to me.
I don’t know what’s in my photos, of course, and hope that eventually research will discover what is causing my illness. The scientists working on this are underfunded (sometimes unfunded) and fighting an uphill battle. Nevertheless, they are making some progress. I suspect that within a decade we will have some answers.
I’m actually hoping a protozoa is not the culprit, since protozoan illnesses are notoriously difficult to treat. They generally become chronic, life-long conditions. I’d much rather have a bacteria or a helminth.
Whether or not my pictures are convincing to you and other board readers is really beside the point. My point is that that concept of delusional parasitosis deserves closer scrutiny, and the diagnosis itself is too casually applied–especially because these symptoms can signal some very serious underlying medical conditions. I have put out the following challenge before, and no one has yet met it: find me one carefully documented case of primary delusional parasitosis for which sensitive and precise testing for parasites has been done and turned up negative. Every case I’ve located has turned out to be secondary delusional parasitosis with some underlying physical or mental condition.
But received wisdom in medicine does not turn on a dime. Many, many major discoveries in the past several decades have started out as ideas that were ridiculed, ignored, and vituperized by the majority of medical researchers and practitioners. It sometimes seems that the most quickly accepted ideas are also the ones most quickly proven to be inaccurate. A recent study has shown that an enormous percentage of “exciting new breakthroughs” are eventually disproven by later evidence. It almost seems that the most unpopular theories that eventually do gain acceptance tend to hold up better over time–possibly because the level of proof to get them accepted is so much higher.
So it will take real dedication and time and effort and energy to find out what is causing this illness. Fortunately, the people who are working on this are very dedicated. They find it heartbreaking to see people so ill with no support from the medical community, and so they find ways to keep working without much support for themselves.
In the meantime, people are getting very sick. Whether my grains of sand are just sebum or the result of an immune response to a foreign body in my skin is not that important. What is important is that medical “science” needs to work from a basis of sound evidence, not from the repetition of an idea that has never been proven in the face of clear evidence that people are physically ill. I am not delusional. I do have a physical illness that can be very debilitating. And I should not be out here on my own trying to figure it out. The concept of delusional parasitosis is the reason we cannot get proper research and care. And so I do what I can to point out the problems with the theory. Focusing too much on what’s in my pictures misses my larger point. But if my pictures get people to read and think about, and perhaps reconsider, the diagnosis, then the pictures have accomplished something.
Thank you all for your comments.