Today is the day I was supposed to start my training regimen for the Pittsburgh Half Marathon - I’m using Hal Higdon’s novice program, which meant that today was three miles.
Thing is, I’ve never actually managed to run three miles. When I was doing Couch to 5K I started having major sinus infection problems at the end (and plus I’m a really, really slow runner) and so I never got past a mile and a half or so and walked through most of my 5K because I couldn’t get enough air in my lungs. My sinuses are good now, so I was building back up (started back at week 5 on the C25K thing) and was on track to be running 3 miles this week with some pretty fast buildup, but my dog started dying and I was pretty taken up with his care and also kind of too emotionally blasted to run. So here we are at Day 1 Week 1 and I’ve run quite a few 1.5 miles but no 3.
I decided to give it a try, and I set it up with walk breaks - after every half mile I had my Garmin tell me to walk two minutes. And I did it, pretty well - I did pause it to walk up a hill at the end, but I thought that was pretty damned fair. I had three tenths of a mile to go when I hit my usual “start cool down walk” part, and since I’d done more than three miles counting the walking I just called it a day there because it was getting pretty hard. I was fine up until then, though, and it probably just started to suck then because my brain knew we were at the street where it gets to stop and walk. In other words, it was hard but certainly doable, much like when the distances run would increase back in C25K.
Of course, the thing is, it isn’t just today - tomorrow I’m supposed to run 2 miles and do some strength training, Thursday is 3 again, then rest on Friday and cross train Saturday and 4 miles Sunday. Week 2 is the same thing, but of course week 3 is longer distances.
So - am I really making a bad decision here, or was I just working below my potential before? I had a lot of mental trouble before, which is part of why I got the Garmin - I can’t self-pace myself and tell myself when to take a walk break or whatever, because I’ll just crap out then. If there’s a little god on my wrist and I have to go until it beeps, I can do it - if not, my brain convinces me I can’t possibly go any farther. This is a distance I’m supposed to have been running since the first week of December. So, am I making a huge mistake? Am I going to get hurt by trying to continue on with the program?
Also, is speed going to come with distance? Because I ran the numbers and I just don’t want to do a seven hour marathon.