I try to give back when I can, but admit to still being selfish when I’ve reached my limit or get annoyed.
I’m reminded of this old cartoon episode I saw once. Its from a 90’s Disney cartoon called Talespin that follows Baloo from the Jungle Book as his job as a pilot, Louie the orangutan as a nightclub owner, and Shere Khan as a wealthy and ruthless businessman. Baloo had saved Khan’s life somehow and in repayment, Khan said Baloo can have anything he wants. At first, Baloo, being rather simpleminded, just wants some small stuff. But gradually he warms up to the debt by Khan and asks for bigger and bigger things, leading Khan to get annoyed and try to kill him.
I think I’m generally lucky in my life having no real issues besides First World Problems. So where I can help out, I do, like give blood (used to, not anymore though), donate money, or donate food. But my limit is when I have to go far out of my way to do it.
After 9/11, I was still in the giving blood mood, and went to line up to donate like a lot of people did. I was waiting for an hour or 3, then was told that because of a small canker sore on my lip, they didn’t want to risk it. That was the last time I gave blood because the experience was just so annoying
Likewise, I’ve donated money before and still do, but they mostly consist of spare change. I usually won’t go out of my way to give large denominations because I really don’t think I need to be THAT good of a person. There is this homeless guy who stands near an intersection I take a lot, and I have given him large bills ($20’s usually), but if he’s not there, I’m going to go out of my way to write a check to a charity.
More recently, I’ve donated money to Democratic causes and sometimes troll the idiots on Yahoo.com comments. With the degree and amount of insanity I see in the GOP, I feel that anything I can do, however small, to help out liberal ideas or elected officials helps and is not in vain.