I suppose it’s about time a hard-core Christian jumped in here and said, “Yes.” As I said over in the Pit the other day, my faith really is the most important thing to me. It has saved my life and my sanity; it’s also given me a chance to hang around with some really neat, kind, interesting people, and sing some glorious, intricate music. OK, I will admit there’s a downside to the latter, especially when my choir master asked us to sight-sing some intricate, 5-part contrapuntal harmony in practice yesterday, especially when I got completely lost! :eek:
I’m actually going to reply to the atheists here who talk about the importance of reason and logic. I greatly appreciate those two qualities. I’m a good computer programmer who’s the daughter of an engineer. I was taught to reason things through as soon as I showed evidence of rational thought. I also suffer from clinical depression. Two and a half years ago, I’d been laid off for several months with no programming jobs in sight. I eventually took a job as an administrative assistant to keep a roof over my head. I’m also single. Straight reason filtered through a depressive’s mindset was telling me this:
[ul][li]I was not supporting myself.[/li][li]There were very few jobs available in my field and the ones there were were getting hundreds of applicants per job. I knew that because I’d been doing some work for my company’s HR department before being laid off.[/li][li]I had no one depending on me.[/li][li]Among the people competing with me for jobs were people who did have families, including children, depending on them.[/ul][/li]Therefore, with no job in sight and others needing the jobs I was qualified for more, reason, coupled with depressive thinking, coupled with an altruistic streak, led me to one logical conclusion: suicide. You see, my continued existence was benefitting only myself, and that alone wasn’t reason to keep existing. Faith, along with a very good therapist, got me through that and kept me from giving up.
On the other hand, God to me isn’t some remote presence; as I’ve said many times, He’s been known to interfere in my love life! :eek: I’ve had profound spiritual experiences and they’ve been good ones. It also helped that, when I was growing up, the Episcopal Church was the one place in town I could go and not be insulted. Frankly, if I’d had the experience with organized religion some people around here have had, I’m certain I’d be an Atheist or Pagan and criticizing Christian hypocrisy as loudly as anyone around here.
Faith has given me several benefits it would be impractical to replace and impossible to do so with any one resource. Those benefits range from the music and friendship I mentioned earlier to the pot of flowers sitting in my living room, to money to pay the rent when a few things went wrong at once. It’s also got me accused of all sorts of things, including being irrational and illogical and more recently over in the Pit, being accused of “hating religion”. The benefits, including a sense of profound peace which sometimes comes over my turbulent, argumentative soul, far outweigh the negatives.
CJ