My SD Forums intro:
(yes, I’ve been drinking)
I read these threads, to pass time at work, to pass time at home, out of boredom, out of thirst for real knowledge, at of joy of gaining random useless knowledge. I think of things I can contribute, but I am not a member so I don’t. I became a member, and now I don’t feel like I have anything worthwhile to add.
I have dreams of becoming a writer. But, I don’t write very much at all, and am not real good at it. I think I just want to be able to be quiet and different and drunk with a good excuse (“well, he’s a little quiet and shy, and has probably had a few too many, but he is a writer you know…”)
I’m not very old, but I feel very old.
Sometimes I wish I can go back and live in my past, even though back then I couldn’t wait for the future. Damn I would do it better this time.
How do I tell the girl I live with, that sometimes I fantasize about being alone – not because I have any less love for her, but because I just think it would great to be alone?
I have dreams and aspirations, but not enough money or motivation to get anywhere near them.
In the background I am watching “The Mystery of the Parthenon” on the Science Channel (and I had to hit Info twice to make sure I spelled Parthenon correctly)
I sound sad and depressed, but am actually quite positive and happy 99% of the time.
And, I hate typing on this old laptop because the keyboard is too small, and the newer PC is too far away from the couch, and this laptop’s battery maintains a charge for about 12 seconds, so I had to retype this all over again after the laptop suddenly went dark when I apparently pulled the power cord out without noticing.
That is likely enough for now….


