I rarely drink, maybe a draft beer with hot wings or something. It’s just not something I care about. I got really drunk in my early 20’s to the point of throwing up, losing things, and getting rowdy. The hangovers were excruciating. I finally realized I wasn’t having fun any more so I just didn’t drink any more. It wasn’t hard to do cause I didn’t care much about it. It was no big deal.
Pot on the other hand, I felt was a harmless diversion. I did enjoy smoking a joint in the evening or on weekend because it relaxed me. Then a year ago in April of 2000, I was injured at work and drug tested. It had been about a week since I last smoked but I didn’t realize that pot takes up to 6 weeks to get out of your system. I was fired from my job of 16 years as a registered nurse three weeks later cause they felt I should test negative by that time and I didn’t. I quit smoking pot because I had to. I was forced to go to counseling and would be tested randomly. I really didn’t want to quit smoking pot cause I liked it–plain and simple. It was very hard the first few weeks. But after not smoking at all for about 2 months, it suddenly occured to me that I just didn’t want it anymore. I still don’t.
I’ve lost 20 pounds without even trying cause I don’t get the munchies anymore.
Yesterday I got a great job making more money than I ever have. It’s in a larger city and 20 miles away. I never would have made the change if I hadn’t been forced to. Now for once, I’m not terrified of taking a drug test cause I know that it’s clean and pristine.