Sorry for the blog post ahead of time.
So, I went out with a few friends recently and ended up getting absolutely plastered. I’ve been drunk before, but it’s never been like this. It was a pretty enjoyable night even if I don’t remember much of it.
Fast forward to today when my friend let me know about some of the things I’d been saying. I apparently said to her, “I wanna kiss you, but that’d be weird.” Not too weird since that sounds like something I’d say jokingly sober. The part that I’m obsessing over is when I told my one guy friend that I wanted to touch his dick or something like that.
Now, I know for a fact that, ya know, I don’t want to touch his dick. I mean, this guy is like a brother to me. Why the hell would I say that? It’s worrying me since I’m in a committed relationship and have been for years. I love my partner more than anything and would never want to ruin that or hurt them.
Am I obsessing over this too much? I’m just feeling kinda guilty and confused :confused