Greetings All.
As I’m sure I’ve mentioned rather compulsively in various places on these boards, I have applied to four graduate schools of social work. If accepted I would start this Fall. Since a lot of these places have late deadlines, the waiting game has been more than a little vexing, and I’ll be waiting for likely 1-2 more months before I hear the official word.
However, I just received an e-mail (as in, just now) from the Admissions Coordinator of one of my front-runner favorites offering me an interview (she typed this out by hand–we’ve been speaking already–not a form letter!) They are requesting I schedule it as soon as possible and this is without having received one of my letters of recommendation. It is likely I will schedule the interview between 2-4 weeks from now, as I’m currently quite ill and will need some recovery time.
Naturally, I have no idea what to expect. I appreciate all and any advice that could be rendered but I also have a specific question/concern.
I am rather notorious, as I noted in my statement of purpose, for having a wide breadth of interests within the social justice sphere. (Fortunately I did not note in this statement how extensively this has resulted in a ‘‘what should I do with the rest of my life?’’ style crisis, or how many times I changed my majors around as an undergraduate.) Sufficed to say, my husband has heard, ‘‘I finally know what I want to do with my life!’’ about eleven thousand times. I regard this as both a gift and a curse. It is a gift because I have used my many passions as opportunities to explore a wide range of interests, thus resulting in the aforementioned wide breadth of knowledge. It is a curse because damn, what am I going to do with my life?
Anyways, I know applying to graduate schools, much like applying for jobs, is about demonstrating your best. Therefore, my statement of purpose is incredibly strong and direct about my career goals. Well, rather than explain it, here are some excerpts from the actual statement:
This is the issue. Just about as soon as I turned in my application materials, I began to really reflect on my feelings about my current work (administrative non-profit.) I came to the conclusion that in my zeal for taking on and mastering big challenges, I have strayed a bit too far from my actual strengths. As a result I do not feel like I am thriving or empowered or doing anything I’m really good at.
Given my long-time, enduring passion for mental health advocacy and treatment, my great ability to channel empathy into productive action, my strong communication skills, particularly in one-on-one settings, my holistic perspective, and a number of other strengths, I’m thinking quite seriously about changing my focus to clinical social work – to specialize in evidence-based treatments for survivors of repeat trauma. I still maintain a strong interest in the mental health needs of immigrants, and have been thinking of joining the Peace Corps after I get my M.S.W. to really, finally, once and for all nail fluency in Spanish (a long time struggle for me.) Then I could come back and do bilingual clinical work.
So hopefully my dilemma is evident. I have to go into this interview as a confident, goal-focused individual and yet I’m already reconsidering the goals I outlined in my statement of purpose. Now as far as I understand, a social work acceptance is a social work acceptance and I don’t have to declare any specific specialization until year 2 of the program.
So what am I doing? Do I be up-front about my second thoughts? Do I present them as alternate interests? Do I play it as straight and narrow as I did in my statement of purpose, or do I offer more nuance? Is this topic likely to come up in the interview?
As I mentioned before, nothing is written in stone yet. I am honestly not sure whether I want to take the Macro or Micro approach and I will probably need a little exploration as a graduate student before I know for sure. I’m just not sure what I should do, for the interview in particular, to achieve my greatest odds of success.
Any support/advice anyone could offer regarding interviewing in general, tips and tricks, etc. would be greatly appreciated. If you’d like to hand me a paper bag to breathe into, I wouldn’t mind that either!