It finally happened. I don’t believe in nothin’ no more. I’m goin’ to law school!
But seriously…I tried, and tried, and tried to think the best of Bush. I saw some profoundly sick pathological liars here tear him down over tiny points or over bald-faced lies (like the “He forces all his staffers to go to bible study” one), and I defended him. I saw people who crowed about how they were impartial turn out to be nothing more than partisans who bend the truth as they see fit and hide behind their “qualifications”, and I went after them. I saw people lie about the “blood for oil” issue, and I defended him. Of course, some of these people are the same pieces of human filth who bravely flame others from Livejournals, so what do you expect? They obviously have problems with being anything other than disgusting, frighteningly hateful and criminally dangerous scum.
I even stayed silent on the whole steady, seemingly-inexorable march towards war, although I felt that it was wrong in many ways, because I felt that as President, he must be privy to so much more information and resources that he should be given the benefit of the doubt. FTR, I didn’t speak out on Clinton’s handling of the Balkans either, because I did give him the benefit of the doubt of having much more info available than I would.
But I can’t support that man any more. I feel that this war (not the use of force, but this particular war and the way in which it is being conducted) is improper, I feel that the attitude and conduct of the Administration towards the rest of the world was and is improper, and I feel that the sorts of things like this sleazy Halliburton deal are on the same level as Clinton, if not worse.
That’s really what blew it for me. A colleague this morning, as we were talking over what really happened with the Haliburton deal, said “Hey, it’s no worse than Clinton!”, and then it clicked.
I said “Frank, think of what you’re saying - you’re equivocating Bush with Clinton, and you don’t have a moral dilemma with that?”
And we both thought. And he said “Um…yeah, Una, you’re right. That is pretty bad. How did we get to this point? I didn’t vote for this.”
“Me neither.”, was my only reply. And then there was silence.
I don’t know how we got to this point. But I don’t like it.