Yeah, another “identify this book from vague description” thread. Google is not being my friend today, nor is Amazon.
I read it in 1984 so it obviously had a publication date prior to that. It was a personal account of what it’s like to be a female to male transsexual (that was the word in use back then, no one was saying “transgendered” yet). I seem to recall that the author was hispanic as per her own description of family of origin, but that doesn’t necessarily translate into having an hispanic sounding last name.
The book title was of the format SINGLEWORD: Subtitle after the Colon
I remember that part pretty clearly, because a different book by a M2F transsexual, Jan Morris, was titled Conundrum: From James to Jan and I remember thinking with amusement when I obtained the one I’m trying to remember, that that must be the expected pattern if you are writing a TS memoir.
It was in fact another long word such as Conundrum. I dunno, Transformation, or Exegesis or some such thing.
Jennifer: Woman by choice (Amazon)
(I missed the F2M part of your OP, but having typed this in/made the links, I’m going to go ahead and post on the off chance one is your book, but I think that unlikely with the latter 2)
Yeah, I know! I was trying to read books on the general subject in 1979 when I was attempting to come to terms with my own sexual and gender identity. After reading a handful of MTF accounts, it struck me as unusual that I had not read a single book from the inverse experience and this (Emergence) was the only one I could find listed in searches, and I had to get this one interlibrary loan.