Ugh. I regret this decision. Before I asked her out when I talked to her she’d laugh and carry on the conversation with me, now she doesn’t laugh anymore, and she doesn’t add to the conversation or throw in her own point of view. I hate this shit.
Worst part is this is not even a ‘bad’ rejection. A bad rejection is when the woman freezes up while she tries to think of an excuse to get away from you.
I’m tired of doing this. I’m sorry if I sound like i’m whining. I just don’t want to do this to people, to respectable people. I have pessimistic tunnel vision when it comes to women and I wont deny it. I know i’ve made friends by asking women out, and I know i’ve made women feel better about themselves since someone found them desirable enough to approach them, but its just hard to not focus on the ones that turn out bad. The women who get alienated, or the women who freeze up, or the women who you know are talking about you with thier friends about how they can get away from you. I don’t focus on the women who thank me for asking them out (which has happened) I focus on the ones who freeze up or get alienated for some reason. Ugh, this sucks.