Hi guys, I’m new to the forum, so if I’m posting this aomewhere I shouldn’t, just please tell me and I’ll change it.
Okay, so I am 17, and have a little fetish about myself. I’ll call it… the drunk fetish. I get sexually aroused by intoxicated women, and the intoxication of my own self. I have only been buzzed once in my life, that was 2 years ago, I have had no access to alcohol since. There is no salt in my house to distill anything, and I don’t have any friends (I’m also an introvert) at the moment since I recently relocated to a new area. I just want an intense buzz, enough to make me feel loose and euphoric. Will it be safe drinking denatured alcohol? I have a bottle of Assured Hand Sanitizer, and it says it has Ethyl Alcohol 62% and also has Antiseptic. How much do I have to consume in order to feel loose and happy? I weigh around 216 pounds and I think I’m either 6’0 or 6’1.
I know this sounds very retarded, but I can’t help this fetish. It’s something that I like though, it isn’t really destroying me. If it is too dangerous though, then I will not consume any of it.