First, let me state that I am a diabetic, and I am under a doctor’s supervision for that. Due to some laxity in my own personal vigilance, my A1C has gone up by point two points according to my last testing in May. But my readings are currently doing well. I plan to try harder to make sure they are better next time.
The thing is, I have noticed that my walking gait is getting slower with shorter strides. I feel unsteady on my feet on uneven ground, and walking is becoming more difficult and unnerving. I purposely plan my routes to involve less walking. Even so, in April, I took a tumble, and faceplanted on the sidewalk. I needed three stitches for my split lip.
But since I have noticed these changes, I have been quietly terrified. Today, I read on a medical website that diabetes can cause these exact symptoms that I am experiencing…
…and I am vastly relieved to have this walking thing of mine a result of my diabetes.
Strange, why relieved? Because of all the studies linking slow walking as a sign of the onset of dementia being splashed all over the news.
Okay, I’m not thrilled to have diabetic neuropathy. I like my limbs intact. But the thought of amputation doesn’t terrify me like the thought of impending dementia. I would rather lose my legs than my marbles.
And for the last, I dunno, six months or so, my slowing gait has put me in a walking nightmare, thinking that this is dementia coming on.
So, yay! I have diabetic neuropathy. Thank whatever passes for god.
(And yes, I know diabetes can cause dementia. But one thing at a time.)