I haven’t cried at all since the Tuesday.
No one I knew was killed or wounded in the crashes or the ensuing destruction so I guess it didn’t hit home. I wasn’t surprised or disbelieving when it happened either. I mean, I did think “Whoa, I wasn’t expecting that…”, but I have no illusions about what many people think about US imperialism or our ability to defend ourselves.
I cried today. It had nothing to do with the number of people killed or the fact that they didn’t see it coming. I cried because I read an article about violence against Arabs and Muslims in America. I am not quite sure what exactly set me off, but I think it may have been hearing about the unbridled hatred of some of my fellow citizens.
I realize that this same type of hatred was probably the motivation behind the hijackings, but somehow this hatred from Americans scares and saddens me much more. After all, I am an American. And you know what? We have much more power and privelage than the Arab nations and people. We hardly need to add insult to injury by attacking innocent Muslims and Arabs.
(I should add that I am gratified to see that the police have intervened and that there are plenty of Americans who support the Arab-Americans)