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This is awfully close to a threat of violence. Dial it way back.
No warning issued, but avoid anything that sounds like a physical threat from now on.
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Why? So they can do nothing as usual. Another case of he was known by the authorities, but they did nothing. Get real.
I have a passport and driver’s license, I’ll have you know. Anyway, I’m done with the likes of you, troll punk.
Yes, agree will Miller ^ . I know it’s difficult to step back a assess. It’s very hard to step out of your own shoes and look at them. Very hard when you feel a train rolling down on you. Get off the tracks for a second and sit down. Even for a few moments.
The SDMB is forthright, and sometimes tough. But we also a very caring bunch. Take a breath cjackson.
Feel free to yell at me if you want in a PM.
I don’t want to yell at anyone. Pricks like DG always invade my posts where I’m being sincere and vulnerable. I have always to bottle this shit up because of smartass fools like that.
You have to realize, though, that your OP was pretty vicious. People are responding to that.
The OP may have been pretty vicious, but he is right about DG being a prick. He (DG) often attacks posters not posts, and like I said previously he does it throughout the Forum, not just in the Pit.
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Thirty minutes between posting my mod note, and you breaking it, is both remarkably fast, yet still long enough eliminate any excuse of cross posting.
That’ll be a warning. I recommend taking a step back from the keyboard to cool off. In the meantime, I’m closing this thread.
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As an American at the bottom of the USA pile you’re 80+% of the way to the top of the world pile.
You can devote your few remaining years of life, be that 2 or be that 62, to hating on 1% of the USA which is 1% of 4% = 0.0004 of humanity. That’s 4 in ten thousand. The other 9,996 are a lot more like you. In fact 8,000+ of them would kill to have your living situation, net of the hate and the drugs. They are the world. A world you can join when you get over your fixation. Which may well take help we can’t provide.
But far more than help, what it takes is you deciding that you’d rather live among the 9,996 than die in prison after a symbolic pinprick attack on one of those 4. Which attack will be on page 3 of the local newspaper wherever you live on a random Tuesday and then be forgotten by everyone except the family of the decedent. Meanwhile thereafter you’ll get 3 shitty meals a day, all the unwanted male-on-male sex you can absorb, and be a burden to the rest of the ordinary folks like you that you claim to care about who’ll be stuck paying their cash for your folly.
I realize you’re calling for help. But I strongly suggest you pull your head out of your rut and see in which direction help really lies.