Thinking of you today and hoping you know that you gave Lloyd a good life and eased his passing. Can’t get much better than that. You did good.
I’m so sorry. 
Very, very sorry.
Just because it’s the right thing to do doesn’t make it an easy thing to do.
I love that he says “clown.” I have a cat that almost never vocalizes so sometimes I forget how varied it can be.
Be kind to yourself.
I’ve had to do this twice so I feel for you.
Take care.
Handsome devil! Not you, the Kitty. Sounds like you gave him a great life. {{manly pat on the shoulder}}