Post here.
I’m done with shock about Wally. I’m done with denial. No more bargaining.
Now I’m pissed.
I understand that death is something that I have no way of controlling. When it’s time, it’s time, whether I like it or not.
But FUCK! Wally was my friend. He was a friend to countless people on this board, and I’m certain IRL.
I want my friend back. And I want him back right fucking NOW, dammit all to hell!
Fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck! I hate this. I hate it, I hate it I motherfucking HATE it.
You know I’m not so much angry as sad. Also, he’s made me deal with my own mortality.
If Wally can die, so can I. I checked my will this morning.
I feel sad, but I can’t show it. The chief can’t be blubbering at general quarters (dropped more bombs on Iraq last night). Not good for my troop’s confidence in me, y’know?
Wish I had some privacy here. I could use a good cry. Maybe a rant, too.
Hell Chief,
I can’t even imagine what it’s like. I got teary eyed on several occasions today, and Wally never even once called me a putz. Must be hard to project your “calm, cool, collected, seen it all before, slightly bored” face.
But you’re right, it would just weird out the guys. “The Chief is losing it, man!”
I, for one, am damned glad we have guys like you to shepherd the boys, out there.
Oh yeah, on the OP – Fuck you Universe! How dare you snuff out such a soul, when so many others are a waste of space and time! One of the reasons I joined this message board was to earn enough of my spurs to have Wally flame my stupid ass. This SHIT ain’t right, ain’t fair.
I’m gonna go get another fuckin’ drink!
Rant away Chief, hell I may join you.
Persephone I am angry too, I’ve been angry since I found out about Wally. I wish we could make this all be a bad dream, but we can’t.
This has made me realize just how much my fellow dopers mean to me, how much I look forward to coming to SDMB and just reading what you guys write. I didn’t understand before how much y’all had come to mean to me, until one of our number was gone.
It also opened my eyes to the fact that someone I love can be taken from me with no warning. You can bet I threw a few extra I love yous to my LIONsob today.
Now I just want to let everyone here know I care about all of you, you add something special to my life.
Crap, here come the tears again.
:wally
Ayesha,
I miss Wally
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I’ll say again. This SHIT ain’t right!
You bet your ass I’m mad! There aren’t nearly enough Wallies in the world and we can’t afford to lose a single one!
Damn!
Damn damn damn!
For Persephone,
*Do not go gently into that good night
Old age should burn and rage at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learned, too late, they grieve it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
And you, my father, there on that sad height
Curse, less, me now with your fierce tears, I pray
Rage, rage against the dying of the light. *
---Dylan Thomas
Your friend,
Bluepony
Thank you for quoting that poem Bluepony, I wanted to, but I never got the chace.
I need to stop watching day time TV. Do you know why? Well, there’s a law, an unwritten rule, that if the audience does NOT see the body, then there’s a chance that the person will come back on the show sometime. All I can think is “We never saw it happen. He’s gotta come back. He’s gotta come back. Like Lucky on General Hospital.” But then I snap back into the real world.
I know that sounds morbid. I guess that’s just how I’m dealing with it. At least I didn’t laugh. Every time something bad happens, I laugh. Last night all I could do was sob.
Well, now I’m going to vent.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
Shit, fuck, ass, fuck, shit, shit shit SHIT!!!
Persephone: I know. I spent the better part of last night screaming at the screen. NONONONO GODDAMN NOT FAIR.
Only for Wally would I give up my “Pit Virgin” status.
What the hell, I’m sure he’d be happy to deflower one more.
FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK!!!
That just wouldn’t work in MPSIMS.
Thanks for listening!
A lil snip from *Fire and Rain * that made me think of Wally.
*
Won’t you look down upon me Jesus
You gotta help me make a stand
You gotta see me through another day
…
I won’t make it any other way
I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain
I seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I’d see you again
Well I thought I’d see you one more time again
And another James Taylor song I heard today…*
Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel
Things are gonna work out fine
If you only will
Do as I say
Shower the people you love with love.*
Corny I know, but I turn to music to calm me down when I’m pissed, and I am going through the shock/anger stage right now.
I’m still waiting for the “Gotcha” thread…I so want this to be a horrible joke…
Chiefy, have a long hot shower and a long much needed cry. It will be good for your soul. I do my best crying while the water pelts down on me and damn it feels good to just let it out.
I am just entering the anger stage…I’m angry that once again someone who I cared about and who I enjoyed having in my life is gone. That he has been taken from his family who loved and cherished him.
I came to work this morning with the intent of starting this thread. I hit the anger stage last night.
Now, sombody hand me a mother fucking troll so I can bite the head off of the putz!
because that piece of shit, low life, son of a skunk feltching whore monger, disrespectful, will never rise to a :wally status, V8…had the AUDACITY to put some shit in the ‘It’s only a message board’ thread. Fuck, I want to flame that guy a totally new asshole! Fucker.
Glad I did my stress test yesterday,with all of todays bad news they would have put me in the hospital.
later, Tom.