(Posted here as I am not asking for a debate. just sharing)
Last night I realized (probably always knew this underneath) that just because I can’t ‘get my head round’ the idea that when I die it is quite possible (probable even) that my consciousnes just stops. I can’t fear death (apart from the pain a few seconds or more before) because when it happens there stops being the ‘I’ that could suffer it.
Among other reasons for being I think religion may be resulted from a human desire to come to terms with the inability to comprehend the impermanence of the conscience. (or not. as the case could be. I am only speculating)
And that feeling the theists claim is god could be a condition of the brain created by believing in a god, similar to the feeling in the head created in all people when they are in Love.
It is possible to feel love for something that doesn’t exist. It’s quite easy even, if you happen to believe it does.
So IMO claiming god exists because you can ‘feel him’ is not a very solid argument to me.
Belief in god or gods has the same ‘appearance’ in my head as belief in father christmas and tooth faries (I don’t mean to belittle it as childish. I mean I see religion as another myth like tooth fairy is a myth told by parents and others). it’s something parents tell to their children. but unlike father christmas and tooth faires the children don’t stop believing it probably because it just so happens that enough people around them continue to believe it to make it probable that they will.
When I was a kid on christmas eve night I would lie in bed and mistake the wires banging againts the inside of the lamp post outside my window for the reigns of santa’s sleigh. If you had asked me then if I believed in FC I would probably swore blind that he exists, just like theists swear blind god exists. (not saying they are wrong. only saying what I believe, as an atheist)