cosmosdan I believe at least part of you is seeking, but another part is leaning on your own understanding. Trying to use logical arguments to understand God, to define aspects of Him or His plan in human understanding. Trying to fit God in a ‘box’ or structure. God says this won’t work.
In my experience God’s ways are exactly opposite the worlds. God sent His Son to save the world, many were expecting a great mighty invincible King of Kings to conquer the world. God sent his son born in a small town in a animal stall to die a lowly death.
In my experience you have to question everything you have been taught. We have been taught and made to believe many untruths - and I’m talking about science also in this. Believing these untruths cause much pain.
Using the color of the sky analogy, which is only a analogy, lets say God made the sky blue and orange. Some people are made to see only the blue, others to see only the orange others to see both colors. The ones who see both colors find it advantageous to state they only see the blue, and some eventually believe this themselves forgetting the orange, while still having the advantage of what the orange sky reveals.
The ones who only see only the blue are OK with this, but miss out some opportunities that the orange sky points out. They wonder why they don’t get the opportunities that others have, which are the ones that see both colors.
The ones who see only the orange are subject to them being taught that the sky is blue, some of them submit and believe that the sky is blue, living in darkness, and anything they see is discredited as the blue see’ers don’t see it, plus the b&o seerers have learned it is a advantage to discredit it, to put these people down. Some refuse to submit however, and perhaps treated with drugs to have them not only submit but thank the oppressors for helping them believe the sky is blue.
It is my experiences as one starts to break away and start questioning authority, start using their minds and no longer living in realities taught by others, they will meet very hard opposition, who will put you down, isolate you, etc. Most people at this point will give in and submit once again. But for those seeking God, God strengthens them, so the attacks against them can’t cause them to submit.
Once that transition is made, it is like blinders have been removed and you can see both, and see the ‘warfare’ that was going on how the o&b see’ers have used their advantage to horribly oppress others to their own advantage (even if doing so was not intentional but a learned behavior).
In one’s seeking God, God will eventually give you people who you will trust, then they will fall away for a time, eventually it will IMHO be you and the Word against the world. The Word will define the truth, while everyone will tell you your wrong, after this point you have broken free. After this where you go the truth of God will be used to reveal the truth, and freeing others.
My advice is to seek the Lord, learn His ways and to ignore the teachings of the world. Don’t take things that you are told as truth, even if highly respected scientists or whatever, say so, but to find out for yourself, or just categorize it as a worldly teaching and not a truth of God.
Yes, but please at this point don’t try to understand it, you know the above has to be true, if there is a God, then God’s truth can’t contradict itself, put your trust in God, not your own understanding.
Don’t expect this at all, question everything you have been taught, much of it is wrong.
Again you are trying to define God. This is not how it works, God may have someone believing a error as He needs that for some purpose. But the part of it is that person, if truly a believer and follower of Jesus is 100% blameless and declared sinless by God, His sins will never be used against him. Once someone reaches this point God will move heaven and earth to justify all His children. That is a work of God.
Organized religion is part of the problem, as my analogy above o&b see’ers will be the ones in authority in that religion. The basic goal is to think for yourself, and to free our minds we need God’s strength. So don’t worry about disagreements, God’s Word states so, just follow Him and trust in Him, and He will reveal what He wants you to know.
True, IMHO God judges the heart of a person by this single commandment, Love the Lord your God with all your heart, mind and strength. Structures of religion are of man, not God.