Is anybody else remembering Steve Carrel doing his Chris Rock routine from The Office?
I think as a rule of thumb it’s not a good idea for a white person to use nigga or nigger unless
1- directly quoting another person for relevant reasons
2- discussing whether it’s okay for a white person to say nigger or nigga
3- that’s about it
Anybody who has lived in America for more than a few months knows that the word has a history. It should not be used ever in reference to an individual, and actually it’s always in reference to an individual. Whether black artists should use the word is another topic that I think should be up to them, but there’s just not the same history when blacks use it against other blacks as there is when whites do.
I’m not queer for the word queer, but it’s been reclaimed so c’est la vie- it depends strictly on context. (When old people say “the queers next door” it’s a lot different than “queer eye for the straight guy”. Nothing beginning with nigg that doesn’t mean stingy has been sufficiently reclaimed yet to use it.
I react completely differently when a gay friend or a straight person who I know not to be homophobic tells me “Don’t fag out” if I do a “gay gasp” when seeing the Fox Theatre’s fall lineup. If a politician, conservative or liberal, were to say “Fag marriage is a big issue” I’d be furious- the word’s not meant for public statements or mixed company because whether it’s offensive requires personal familiarity with the user, and if you don’t know them then the default is that it’s meant to be offensive.
The short version of a very long true though ersatz-Faulknerian Alabama story: There was a 50-something black guy named Jimmy at the store where my father bought cow feed who you’d have thought was the illegitimate son of Stepin Fetchit and Prissy- “yassuh” and “no’m” and “sho nuff is” and laughing at redneck racist jokes, etc… One day my father got into a long conversation with him (as he did with everybody) and it turned out Jimmy was actually very intelligent, far better read than anybody at the feedstore (he’d only been to high school himself but he had kids in college), he was a decorated Korean War vet, and a man who’d left Alabama as a teenager and returned only when he was middle-aged and his parents needed help (he was able to live on his city of Philadelphia retirement and what the feed store paid him in cash). My father asked him about the difference in north and south and elsewhere, and was in Jimmy’s estimation the cliche true that “southerners love the individuals but hate the race, northerners love the race but hate the individuals”. Jimmy’s response “I would say it’s more true that in Alabama white folks will call ya ‘nigger’ but think Jimmy, while up north they’ll call ya Jimmy but think of you as ‘that nigger’.”
When my father made a comment about how it would seem the south was better based on that, Jimmy’s response, which I’ll always remember, was “I can see how someone who’s never been called nigger would think that. Both north and south can bite ass, but don’t undersell not being called nigger, and the fact it’s to your face doesn’t mean you’re not still being called a nigger. Back in slavery they could give you shit and make you say ‘thank ya suh’, but that ‘thank ya suh’ then was as genuine as the laughter when someone tells a nigger joke is today.”
I was 14 at the time but that stuck with me and was a sort of “wah-wahhhh” moment in how I saw that word. When I heard the line “the best fooling in the world is done in front of white folks” from PURLIE VICTORIOUS I thought of it.[ersatz Faulkner life-lesson out]