People occasionally fasten on idiosyncratic behaviors that seem to provide a sense of fulfillment completely unrelated to the specifics of the activity in question-- for example, clicking those retractable pens repeatedly, or popping that commerical bubble wrap packing material. There’s a whole pocket industry that appears to capitalize on the same principle, by manufacturing “stress-relieving” products like those little squeeze ball office toys they give away at conventions and such. Yet I’ve never heard a specific clinical term for such behaviors. It doesn’t seem like they typically reflect any larger pattern of stress-related obsessive behavior-- it’s not as though habitual pen-clickers go around repeatedly clicking every clickable item in sight.
Weirdly, I’m inspired to ask this question because I’ve discovered a personal fascination with paint scraping. It’s bizarrely specific-- there’s this one cabinet that was apparently painted improperly, and now the paint scrapes off at the slightest touch. This phenomenon is insanely compelling to me. A key, paper clip, any metal object, causes a nice clean scrape-- zzziiipppp!!! The sound, the texture, is just inexplicably fascinating for no obvious reason I can discern.
Am I stressed lately? Sure, but I’ve been stressed before, and I’ve never had the urge to scrape paint. I have absolutely no desire to go scraping paint off other objects, yet I’ll likely keep at this one cabinet until there’s no paint left. I have no desire to click pens or pop bubble wrap. What is this weird compulsion about?