Every damned month, I’ve got to go through this shit. I fucking hate it. I only have 2 weeks of the month that I’m good.
First I start to get PMS. I get horrible headaches, that no amout of Advil can knock out. My back hurts like a bitch. I am so fucking tired, and no mater how much sleep I get, I’m still tired.
And moody doesn’t even describe what I’m going through. The smallest things get me nervous, I start shaking under the stress of thinking about what to make for dinner. I’m ready to rip my husbands head off if he forgets to take out the trash. When my kids just do normal kid things I get mad at them. I want to beat the crap out of my neighbors and all the teachers at school not to mention the bus driver. Then I get depressed over things that happened years ago and can’t stop crying. The next minute, I’ll be laughing hysterically over a commercial, then crying again over another commercial.
About 5-7 days after that, the fun really starts, My period gets here. Now besides the exhaustion, headaches and intense back pain, I get stomach cramps and I have to pee every ten minutes. The two methods of dealing with peroids suck really bad too. I can either wear a diaper or stick cotton up my twat. Oh Joy ! And the first couple of days it’s so heavy that I’m afraid to leave the house, in case I need to change my pants. If I stand up or even shift in my seat, I feel this whoosh! and I know I better get to the bathroom.
I ask, then beg, then cry , then whine at my doctor to give me some relief, and then he can trouble himself to tell me to take 3 Advils instead of two. Oh Thanks So Much, Doc ! If he had to go thought it, I’ll bet he would try a little harder to help me out.
This really sucks !