This past weekend was totally the pits.
On Saturday, Cardsfan came home a little shaken. You see someone side swiped him and wrecked the car. He is fine, and the car doesn’t look to bad, at least it is drivable and fixable. Sometime between us looking at the car and putting things away on the patio, my beloved cat made an escape. Neither one of us saw her leave, but around 10pm Cardsfan noticed she was no where to be found inside the house.
Sabrina, looked like a medium hair Russian Blue, ever so petite in size and was adorable. I say was, because after looking for her all day Sunday I know I will never see her again. I put up signs, handed out flyers to all the “trick or treat” kids that came to the door. No one has seen her. How can one tiny little cat vanish so completely is beyond me. To say I am heartbroken is an understatement. I am totally crushed and feel like it was my fault she got out, into the cruel world.
So Sabrina, mommy is really sorry you got out. I hope where ever you are; you are safe, and warm and dry. It’s raining this morning and I know you probably don’t have very many places to stay out of the wet. I wish I could take it all back and keep you from harm but it’s too late now. It was a pleasure being your owner for the past 5 years. You truly made coming home at night fun. I will miss you “camping on” or “guarding” me while we watch TV. I will miss how you tipy-toed in front of us, to slow us down so we would pick you up and snuggle you. Samera will miss you a great deal as well, the dog looked so sad all day yesterday because she didn’t have you rubbing up against her or curling up to.
Cardsfan, I know you blame yourself for losing track of her, but honestly sweetie, it isn’t your fault. I am not blaming you, so please quit blaming yourself. She was bound and determined to get out and she did so to where neither of us saw her leave the house.