The last time I saw my grandfather, he was in the hospital, on his deathbed, and he told me about the end of the war.
He had been a cook in the 71st Infantry, and on VE Day, he tended bar. Every man who came up for a drink asked that he pour one for himself. He didn’t last long behind the bar; the last thing he remembered was singing on the fire escape as some of his friends helped him to bed.
I asked him about the rest of his service. He didn’t want to talk about it.
He died about a week later.
He wouldn’t tell me because the other stories weren’t the kind to bring a smile to one’s face. He was involved in the liberation of Gunskirchen Lager, one of Austria’s smaller concentration camps. He never told me about it personally, but we have the letter he sent home that day.
What follows is very long and graphic. It may not be something very young or very squeamish people ought to read. But it’s so terribly important, and I felt that this was the time and the place to post it, as we are approaching both Memorial Day and the anniversary of this letter’s writing.
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May 20, 1945
In Austria
Dearest Mother,
It’s now 11:30 AM and we just got back from the rest camp. I’ll start this now but we’ll have to go to work soon so I probably won’t get this finished until tonight.
The trip was really an enjoyable one but the person that called it rest camp certainly misnamed it for I’m tireder than I was before I left.
We went up in the mountains to a small lake near Gmunden. It’s only a few miles there. The scenery going up was very beautiful and when we got there we found a very beautiful place to spend our 24 hrs. One kid and I got a boat and fooled around a while before dinner taking pictures. After dinner we got us a light row boat and proceeded to look the place over. For a couple of hours we rowed around then spent the rest of the afternoon sleeping. I could dwell much longer on that part of the trip but I have something that will take a long time to tell about so I won’t say anything more about this.
As soon as we finished supper we went with a Lt. to a concentration camp located very near the resort. It was only one of the many camps the Germans had to use slave labor and gradually dispose of the inferior races so that they would have no trouble with them when they started to rule the world they set up to conquer.
As we entered the camp we met an almost unbearable smell of filth and dirt. We entered the camp and immediately saw it would be impossible to see the camp without a guide. We found one fellow who could speak a little English so he told a Greek to show us around. Lucky for us one fellow in the crowd could speak a little Greek so we got part of the story from him. The rest came from some of the fellows who went thru the place earlier in the day guided by an English speaking Russian. Both parties got the general idea of the workings of the camp but we helped each other out with details.
When it was being carried on in full strength the camp normally held 20,000 crowded slave laborers. These unfortunate ones worked some factories that were built in tunnels in the mountains. These men were extremely crowded in their quarters. Four men for one bed no larger than an ordinary cot.
At the present time there are about 17,000 prisoners there but each day the number grows a little smaller as many of the men are in such bad shape they can never hope to recover.
When the Germans ruled the camp the daily death rate was between 300 and 500. Now it has dropped below 50. They kept shifting the prisoners from one camp to another and most of the men brought in to this camp were in poor health to start with.
We were shown the crematory with the Germans cremated approximately one body every 15 minutes. There were still ashes in the furnace and on the tray where the bodies were placed. What they did with the bodies they didn’t cremate, I don’t know.
We were told they burned the bodies that had a little fat on them first. This fat was saved and poured on the bodies that were nothing more than skin & bones so they would burn faster.
Near the crematory, in the same building was a large room about 10 ft high, 20 ft wide & 40 ft. long where they piled the dead.
The guide said the building had oft times been filled to the ceiling and I don’t doubt this in the least because there were visible foot prints & smudges on the walls & smudges on the ceiling where they had been piled to the ceiling.
There was a dozen or so bodies in the room of these unfortunate people who had died, probably that day.
In a room, to one side of this one where the bodies were kept, was a large operating table where they dissected the bodies for the crematory & removed the gold from the teeth, etc. Another room was rigged up for showers only they weren’t showers. This room was for the people who couldn’t work. They were taken to this room to shower but when they turned on the water, no water came out. It was gas. These people unknowingly killed themselves.
In another building they took them to take hot showers. This happened during the winter. After the hot refreshing shower, they would take them outside, scantily dressed to work, freeze & perish.
When the Germans were working these people, they had to get up at 3 AM. They worked until 4 or 5 PM. For such a days work these slaves of heathens received a small cup of synthetic coffee, a part of a cup of dirty potato peeling soup & and small piece of brown bread. It’s no wonder these people perished as flies. During the last days of Nazi ruling they received no food.
We were informed these people are now getting 10 times as much food as they did before they were liberated. True indeed they are still getting very little to eat in comparison to us, but if they were to eat a big meal chances are they would die very shortly because they are in such terrible condition.
At night they had to be crowded into the filthy barracks by 7 PM and no one was allowed to leave until 3 AM the next morning, regardless of what their reason might be. Anyone making any noise after 7 PM disappeared immediately. Even a cough would cause this dismissal. Usually this dismissal meant death. Sometimes, for no apparent reason, the guards beat whole barracks of men.
There were many nationalities in the camp but they were segregated from one another.
During our tour I saw many walking skeletons. They looked like zombies. It amazed me to see and know that people in such shape could live. Words can never describe that sight and at times I wonder if pictures could catch all the agony and misery those poor people were going through. I’m certain that you would never forget it if you cold only see it but not seeing it, it’s hard to believe. Some of the men were naked. They were so skinny and in such bad shape that clothing touching the body was so painful it was unbearable. Some of the men could have easily weighted 200 lbs or more when they were in good health but now they weigh between 50 and 70 lbs. You will probably say it’s impossible. I thought so too but I’ve seen it so I can believe it. These people were so weak they could hardly totter around and they could only do that with great determination. Some couldn’t move at all.
All flesh was gone from their bodies. Their eyes were deep set & staring. Their senses of pain & etc has disappeared. The skin fit so tight over their skeletons it was plain to see the shape of the pelvic bones & the construction of their body. With one hand, I could have easily reached around their arms or legs at any place except the joints. The joints looked so large one might think they were deformed at a first glance but a second look revealed the pathetic truth. They were mere walking skeletons. Their back bones protruded far & it was easy to see the ribs on the back up to where a shoulder blade covered them. Some of those men could not have measured more than 3 or 4 inches through the abdomen. They were suffering immensely but none used their much needed strength to complain for they could see others around them in as bad shape who were also keeping their pains and miseries to themselves.
Others in slightly better condition walked around with few clothes on to cover their bony structures. Few were in decent health!!
Before the Americans came these people received no medical care at all. It was cheaper & easier for the Germans to kill rather than doctor.
There is now an emergency hospital set up there with American doctors & nurses. Initially the hospital was put up to care for 500 but with additional cots, beds, etc they are caring for 2100 bedfast patients. Most of these 2100 are in such bad shape they can never recover. All that can be done for them is make them comfortable during their last few days. Some, with the aid of medical science, will survive. They will be invalids the rest of their lives.
It was impossible to judge age by looking but I was told they were all ages. The young & old looked alike.
The able bodied were burying their dead and slowly cleaning up the filth to make the place half way decent to live in until other accommodations can be made elsewhere.
Shortly before the Americans came the Germans wanted these slaves of the master race to go into one of the tunnels in the mountains so the US Air Force wouldn’t bomb them. Somehow, these people were tipped off that the place was charged with dynamite and going in the tunnel would mean their death. They refused to go and the 60 SS troopers left in charge cold do nothing about it. After the Americans came investigations proved this to be true.
Mother, this is more or less an outline of what I saw and was told by the people who had been victims of these vicious heathens. I could go more in to detail about lots of it but it is so fantastic and hard to believe I won’t take the time just now.
This was the work of the cruel, unhumane and unhuman members of the so called master race who had no mercy for human life and suffering.
This is the way they tried to exterminate the inferior races from the face of the earth so they wouldn’t be bothered with them when the master race had conquered the world and started to rule it. This was the work of the defeated Germans of World War I and their offspring. It is the work of the supposedly, “Super Race”, our armed enemies of a few days ago. Comrades of the prisoners of war held in the United States who have been so well fed, clothed, sheltered, and doctored in the land of freedom. They made slaves of their prisoners while we gave them decent working hrs & money for working for us when we held them captives.
What should be done with these unmerciful killers and war criminals. The firing squad or gas chamber would be much too good for them as it would be a quick and painless way to end it all. They should suffer for their crimes against humanity as they have caused others to suffer. One can’t even start to comprehend the suffering they have caused until one sees it and then one can’t fully comprehend the immense suffering and misery they have caused the world. It’s a problem we must face point blank, turning our backs on no detail. We must insure the world that the German nation will never again rise to power.
We must do this to preserve the future of a land and people we love so much because if there were to be another world war we might be the ones who suffered.
Mother, this is getting to be quite long so will sign off for now and write another little note later
Your loving son,
Ed
p.s. Please keep this letter for me.
Thanx
ELC
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When he wrote that, Gramps was 20–the same age I am now. I’m just a little girl, a college kid. I haven’t saved anyone’s life or raised a gun to an enemy. Neither has anyone else I know. I can’t imagine it, and he lived it.
Ed came home safely and went to Purdue on the GI bill. He taught special education classes in the schools of his hometown south of Terre Haute. He married one of the local girls, and he farmed the same land his father tended.
He fathered my mother and my two uncles. He led 4-H clubs, took troubled children into his home, and sent two of his own children through fine, expensive colleges.
He was proud enough to pop his buttons when his first grandchild (that’s me) was born. He took me fishing, helped me bottle-feed newborn lambs, and spoiled me rotten.
He smoked cigarettes and chewed tobacco most of his life. He had half of his left lung removed in the early 1970s. He suffered from emphysema since before I was born, and died a few weeks shy of that wonderful, awful letter’s 50th birthday.
I miss him all the time, but especially when I read that letter he wrote when he was just a kid like me, off saving the world.