Well this story is neither mundane nor pointless in my life, but I need the therapy of telling it and thought I might find few sympathetic readers here.
I have suspected for about 2-3 years that my son has Asperger’s Syndrome. When he was about 7, the pedatricians and child psychologists said he had ADD. I wasn’t too sure. We tried Stratera. It didn’t work. We tried Adderall, and man, was that a mistake. I took him off of that shit and by the time he was in the 7th grade, we decided as a family to just try and deal with his issues with behavior modification. His teachers have always had the same complaints about him…that he doesn’t pay attention, that he doesn’t work up to his potential, and that he is unmotivated. Parent-teacher conferences have been a nightmare. I always leave feeling like they might as well have just told me, “Well, your kid is stupid and you suck as a parent.”
Asperger’s didn’t come up until about 2 years ago when the school psychologist pulled me aside and told that she really wasn’t supposed to make these kinds of suggestions to me, but maybe I should go home and read up on Asperger’s Syndrome. Well, it fit like a glove. I was pretty sure this was the problem all along and that he was misdiagnosed. I made a decision then that seems to have turned out to be a bad one. I was so frustrated with the school system, and knowing that there is no real treatment for AS other than behavior modification (which we were trying to do anyway) I opted not to have him formally diagnosed because I didn’t want him “labeled”.
Well now he is a freshman in high school, and so far this year he has been doing pretty well. Decent grades, making a few friends, etc… However, his biology teacher (who seems a little OCD herself) has been fixating on his rather flat affect. She sends me emails and notes that she thinks he zones out and doesn’t respond to her appropriately. I told her that is just his personality, and I wasn’t worried about it because he has a “B” in her class. I could tell she is suspicious and thinks something is going on with him, but I didn’t feel comfortable talking to her.
One of the problems with AS is sleep. My son has been having more problems falling asleep and is very, very, VERY difficult to get up in the morning. You can shake him, yell in his ear, flick water in his face, and even pinch him and he barely responds. It takes me a good 30 minutes to get his feet on the floor every morning. He also drools excessively when he sleeps, too. This has led to him being sleepy during the day and me getting reports of him sleeping in class.
So…this past Thursday I get a call at work and it is the principal telling me that he was passed out in his biology class and had admitted to smoking pot. WTF???
As it turns out, my son fell asleep and his bio teacher couldn’t wake him up. She freaked. She told the principal he must be high on something because he was drooling. The principal, the campus police officer and the school nurse take him to an office and proceed to interrogate him for 30 minutes. They kept asking him what he took, what he was high on, etc… My son told me he was scared to death. The police officer told him that if he would just admit to doing drugs, then he wouldn’t be in any trouble and he could go back to class. He told her he was just really sleepy from being up at night the night before, but they pressed on. He finally told her that at the bus stop that morning somebody had a cigarette and he took two puffs off of it at 7am (it is now 10:30am) but he didn’t know what kind of cigarette it was. He said he thought it was a regular cigarette. Well, the next thing you know, they are documenting that he smoked some pot that was laced with pills. WHAT??
When I get there, he is in tears, soon I am bawling too, because they have expelled him for ten days and are now making a motion to expel him for the rest if the school year and send him to an alternative school. I am livid, heartbroken, furious, defiant, and you name what else. They are going to let me know when the “hearing” will be to “sentence” him to alternative school.
First of all, I didn’t think 3 adults could interrogate a 15-year old without a parent or some other advocate present. Secondly, they lied to him, telling him to just fess up and he wouldn’t be in any trouble and could go back to class. Well of course he confessed to something, anything, to get them to leave him alone.
Secondly, they have jumped all the way to the conclusion that the cigarette he took two puffs from was marijuana laced with something, so couldn’t you also conclude that it might have just been a tobacco cigarette, or hell, even clover or rabbit tobacco for all they know!
They also said he “smelled like marijuana”. Well, hells bells, probably over half the teenagers at that school smell like it.
I just don’t see how they can make any case from this evidence. He was sleeping in class, and they bullied him into admitting he smoked some kind of cigarette at the bus stop, and now they want to permanently expel him?
We are going to see his pediatrician in the morning, who thankfully takes walk-ins on Saturday and Sunday mornings, and we are going to start the process to get him formally diagnosed with AS. I think if I can prove the sleepiness is a function of the AS and if I can get this coerced “confession” negated, their case will fall apart.
My son has never been a discipline problem or a troublemaker. He is not disruptive in class and he has never been in a fight. I am not trying to dismiss the fact that he shouldn’t have smoked anything, but this punishment does NOT fit the crime. Screw them and their “zero tolerance”.
Oh, and another bit of information that led to this happening was that this past week at school it was spirit week, so the kids we all allowed to dress up for different themes each day. Thursday was Decades Day, so my son thought it would be funny to dress up like Ozzy Osbourne. He has the long hair to go along with it, so the night before I polished his fingernails black, and he dressed in all black with little round blue-tinted glasses. Before he left for the infamous bus stop he was going around the house talking all mumbly like Ozzy. He told me he was doing that again once he arrived at the bus stop, and that’s when one of the other kids at the bus stop said something to the effect of “Well if you are Ozzy them you need to have this” and passed him the cigarette. My son didn’t know what it was, and that is not a typical thing for him. He was just trying to be cool and fit in because he has a hard time making friends.
I do have another meeting with the principal Monday. I told her that I think he has a medical condition and that they have misjudged him. Now that I have had time for the shock to wear off, I am going in there with my Mama Bear in full kick-ass mode.
I am mad at myself, because if he had been formally diagnosed with AS all along, maybe this wouldn’t have happened at all.
I would very much welcome any advice or input anyone could give.