I know what I did in that pit thread. (I will explain further about that)You can call it “mild” til doomsday. But it’s not. It hurt me deeply that folks who have no knowledge of me, who have never asked me a question or even read the supposedly awful post I must of made, have called me the most hurtful names. Some people just post a turd to see it smell up the place. I get that. Some people just like to do that.
I know I have made some mistakes. I have a couple odd opinions, I guess.
I generally have apologized to the agreived person or the thread at large.
I’m not gonna apologize for an opinion that differs, just cause you do not like it. We can talk. We can agree to disagree. Whatever.
I really don’t see what I’ve done that is that so awful.
Day 1…I was trashed for nothing. (Spelling error)
Day 2, I was an troll, trock, sock or something.
Day 3, 4, 5…I was had graduated to a liar, dishonest attention whore, and generally a dumbass.
Being new I did what I thought was the only thing to do. I argued back in the pit. Did not go well.
Then I apparently got up on my cross and was trying to martyr myself or some bull shit.
Look. I don’t have the forethought to plan this terrible thing I have supposedly done to the Dope.
I came here to read, chat, find out fun facts. Discover like minded people who appreciate the same things as me.
And possibly make a friend or two.
I didn’t sign up to be bullied, harassed, or taunted, people hiding in the shadows for me to misspell something or make a judgement error. And then they run to the "mild" thread to abuse me again.
So I took the advice, just stay away from the thread, ignore it and it will go away.
Nope. Didn’t happen. Ever tiny perceived slight. Straight to the thread to "mildly" pit ol’ beck.
Everytime a thing is said about me I then get the thing on my screen that says the person is in the pit thread about me. I’m so triggered by it that the “mild” sauce packet at taco bell bothers me. I cannot ignore the thread. It’s thrown in my face at every turn. Even if I don’t go read it I know evil things were said about me. Not pleasant.
Look I can take criticism. If it’s offered with a thought to does this really need to be said out loud or can I PM beck and tell her knock it off? Do I need to flag her everytime I don’t agree with her? How about in the thread say, hey beck that was mean or dumb. I will certainly back off. I don’t fight well. Engagement is not in me. I will always give way.
And…I like to be corrected if I am terribly wrong. I wanna know truth just like anyone does. And if I’m wrong, I’m wrong. No problem.
I cannot be perfect. I will try my best.
I’ve cleaned up my sentence use and punctuation issues that drove folks insane.
I’ve stopped with clicky titles.
I try not step on anyone’s toes.
I write only my truth. I cannot know anyone else’s.
And the bad, bad, bad titles that made many of you so mad. Well have you seen one lately? Hardly any at all. (Altho’ I love it so much 
).
I’m not changing anymore.
If it turns out you cannot tolerate me like I am, I guess I have no recourse, except to leave this community that I love so so much.
You cannot know what it has meant to me to be in an active conversation with other adults. I can’t have that in RL. I will never forget it.
I told @dropzone when he was encouraging me to make an account, quit lurking, and post…“I don’t understand how a live society works, I’m not sure I can do this”. He said go ahead, no one bites. He neglected to tell me about the pit dynamics.
Here we are today. After my “Mild takeover of my Mild pit thread”.
I know it was silly. The stories are all true. I have a million of them. They are busting out wanting to be posted. I can curate and will. I know no one needs all that info. Funny as I think they are. I’m not sure everyone would agree. So yeah, I can do that.
It happened like this. I saw the pit thread open. So, I know I must’ve pulled another boner.
I complained to @Gatopescado that they are gonna make a big deal about this noob. Worse was said to me my first few days. I thought I was doing him a kindness.
Gato says, girl post your silly stories, God knows I’ve heard enough of them. Just keep posting them. It’s your thread so make "damn sure it’s yours". Keep posting them. The cuter the better. Don’t engage in an argument with anyone. Go do it!
So I did. I worried as the flames were up around my ankles, Uh, oh what have I done?
And Miller says what he says. So I stopped.
If you must respond to this thread you will not get a rise outta me.
I’ll answer questions if you insist.
There you go folks. That’s all I got.