Condolences on the loss of your family member. This is the price we pay for living with dogs. Oh it is a high price indeed, as is always the case for what we value most.
I’m so sorry. As others have said, their relatively short lives is the worst thing about dogs. You can only know them for a part of your life, but for them, you are their entire lives. We know this going into bringing a dog into out lives, loving them, and we do it anyways, because it is so worth it, for them and for us.
I’m a fairly stoic male, at least I thought I was. Even dumping out her food and water dishes now made me tear up.
I’ll bury her tomorrow. Gah! I can’t believe my reaction to this. She’s been with us for almost 14 years and I don’t even recall NOT having her. My kids are 15 and 17 and Lily has been their pet since forever! Wow. Gulp.