I’m 41 years old. My greatest fear is that I’m only HALFWAY thru my life! That I could possibly have to live thru another 41 years of the same crap, the same disappointments, the same shit that happens, DAY AFTER FUCKING DAY! Mundane Pointless Shit That I Must ENDURE, over and over! Why can’t God just end it quickly and painlessly? “Because I said so, that’s why!”
Yeah…good fuckin’ reason…
Chances are, you are already almost 2/3 finished, rather than halfway.
There are plenty of good ways to end it quickly. Personally I’d go sky-diving without a parachute.
Or you could change it. Do something so completely out of the ordinary for you every day. Or go hog wild and change everything.
I’m almost 50 and my fear is that I’m over halfway thru my life. I’ve got things to do and places to go and I don’t know if another 50 years is long enough. I need to move “visit Australia” a lot higher on my to-do list.
Life’s just too short…
Who knows? We all might be 99% through with our lives. Ya never know when your number’s up! At the moment, I’m looking forward to another three decades or so. Although that could change. A winning lotto ticket would help.
if6was9 I used to feel like that too and I’m only 18! Do something you’ve always wanted to do, take up a hobby, get drunk, go on holiday…
That’s the Catch-22 sin. ALL sins can be forgiven if you ask forgivenes and repent. But with suicide, you can’t be forgiven, can’t repent, cuz you’re already dead.
And I would never do that to my family.
Thanks for all the encouraging words everyone! I must admit I was a little extra drunk, and a little extra depressed last night.
Still this is something that really grates on me. Just the everyday crap you have to put up with. I’m not talking about big stuff, like a death in the family or something, but the little stuff.
Like living from paycheck to paycheck. Or taking a week’s vacation. The week before seems 12 days long. Vacation seems to fly by. Then it’s just a memory and you’re back at work and 15 people are bugging you about something that came up when you were out.
Most of the time I handle it better. I just lost it last night…
Make a list of all the things you want to do before you die and try doing one every week.
If you are sick of your life change it. Shave your head bauld, dump your SO, get a new job, become a Big Brother to a lost kid, start saving money, buy a new house, get a dog, tell your family off there are lots of things you can do.
Oh I know…how about find God!
Bastard’s been hiding too well for me to find 'im. Dunno about the OPer, though…
Got God! 