I think we all have taken a swing at this classic piñata: the unemployed thirty-five year old guy still living with his mother and playing video games all day. It’s an easy punch line to write and one that we never seem to get tired of.
The hanging curve ball that anyone can hit into the bleachers is what a loser this guy is. But actually I don’t blame the guy.
Nah. No, I blame Mom. She’s the one who walked the winning run across the plate, not the catcher who had to stand there and watch a guy smile and head for high fives in the dugout.
If tomorrow President O’Bama gave everyone three hots and a cot, I think most Americans would still look for work. It’s in our bones. But y’know, there would still be a few slackers out there who would say “Hey, works for me” and kick back with World of Warcraft.
My oldest son gets on a plane Monday that will fly him away into his future. He has joined the Army and can’t wait to start sweating over an M16 with some angry guy in a Smokey the Bear hat screaming at him.
He started talking about it last year and I was plainly shocked. He’s quiet and reserved, very cerebral. His high school diploma states Summa Cum Laude. (I didn’t know they did this but, hey, how would I know, I was just glad to crawl out alive.)
He’s the guy who sits there and patiently listens to everyone else talk and then pulls out a one liner that absolutely slays you.
It’s probably my fault, but everything from the empty milk carton in the refrigerator to the financial meltdown is my fault. I’ve been telling him my old Army stories all his life (they are pretty funny) and about all the fantastic places I’ve seen courtesy of my rich Uncle Sam: London, Paris, Rome, and Awe-gusta, Georgia. I guess he decided to see for himself.
So this is pretty much our last weekend together. I’ve spent as much time with him this week as I can because I think things will never be quite the same for us ever again. I told him this and he just laughed in my face because he simply can’t imagine what’s in store for him. But I can. The next time I see him, he’ll be an adult—a “grown up”—with adult concerns and adult thoughts.
I have come to accept that the most frustrating realization about being a parent is that the better you do your job, the sooner you make yourself obsolete. Useless. Tits on a bull. “Thanks, Dad, but I can handle this myself.”
Tough piñata to swallow.
That will be okay, though. That’s the way it’s supposed to be. I am at peace with the universe.
But I don’t have to like it.