This past month I have been decidedly abscent from the boards. Due in no small part for a 2 week jaunt to the Rockies for some R&R. In that time I had the chance to read several books, while relaxing with the beautiful stellar’s jays in the wavy aspen trees and with no TV or computer access. Wow - to be unplugged is indeed a wonder.
I tried to make a reasonable return to mindfulness, accessing that part of me that is rational and present. I began to think about this election not interms of past elections [I tried not to compare] but in terms of what it truly means to have an African American running for the highest position in our land, and arguably the most powerful position on the planet.
My thoughts drifted to the millions of children watching this election. The millions of highschool kids in the inner city schools who understand one thing: That history would say many of them will not graduate, many will get involved with drugs (doing and selling), some will have children by the age of 18, some will have a general attitude of uncaring nonresolve.
I had the chance to read a paper on Hard Times of inner city school teachers, it was an essay into what it means to find that spark in a child’s eye, to watch it grow and then to watch it dim in the inner city. It was heartbreaking, but at the same time sobering in that it offered a viewpoint that is so often over looked. That of a parent of an inner city child. Millions of Americans choose to passivley or actively ignore what is happening in our cities to our children. Many choose to ignore the fact that there are kids who do not eat breakfast, lunch or dinner provided to them by a parent. That in a school of 1500 students one HS Junior may pass the state algebra exam. (1).
Many of these kids grow up accepting violence as a norm, accepting it as something that just happens. Many of them if they were in middle school when 9/11 happened are in highschool now and have quite literally grown up with an America at War.
I have come to believe that violence breeds violence and that we must as individuals work with the violence within *us * as a way of bringing peace to the world.
This presidential election has been brought to our schools like it has in every school for every election in our past. However, in this election we have as one of our choices a bi-racial candidate. Someone who perhaps can inspire many out of simply making it to where he already has made it. If he wins - some of these people in inner city schools may look upon this as a dream that they too can make it anywhere they wish if they put the right amount of effort into it.
However, if he loses - that which does not kill us makes us stronger - may be the motto in these inner city schools. I don’t know.
Either way one of the byproducts I hope to come out of this election is something Ghandi spoke to: Be the change we wish to see in others…
Debate: A win by Obama will inspire millions of inner city kids to strive a little harder, to make something of themselves.